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Jonghyun

I may be late but that doesn't mean I don't care. I do care about him and about the others too
At first I couldn't believe it.....I just couldn't....

I don't know if you figured out or not but I am just like he was. Yes, suicidal. I'm trying to get help but the things are just getting worse

Anyways, I wish that South Korea would acord more attention to mental health because it is important. Depression is a deadly illness and I have people around me that think that depression is something you choose to have or they don't understand how it feels so they began to judge a person just because she/he comitted suicide.

I loved Jonghyun. I still do and I'll never forget him. I'm mad at myself because I didn't enter the fandom eralier. I wanted to. I should have been there for Shinee because they deserve it. I'm not saying this because of Jonghyun. I'm saying this because I really mean it. Fuck, I hate myself for this

Rest in peace beautiful angel ❤
We are NEVER going to forget you

( I'm still crying here )