Entry Eighteen
Dear Diary,
Today I apologized to Blake about my outburst. God, I can't believe I did that! How embarrassing.
To make matters worse, someone else asked him to the dance.
"I'm so sorry," Blake says. "Someone else just asked me."
"Oh," I say. I feel my heart stop. "Okay then."
"I'm sorry," Blake says. "You ran off when I asked you, so I figured you didn't want to go with me. And then, she asked me, so I said yes..."
"No! It's totally fine." I lie. "So, who's the lucky girl?"
"Her name's Miranda," Blake claims. "She's a junior."
"Oh," I say. "Well, I hope you have fun!" I say before I walk away awkwardly.
Whoever this Miranda is; I hate her.
Seriously, she had to ask him out?! Why am I so stupid! I should've just said yes and none of this would be happening.
Alicia says that maybe I'm scared of commitment now. I thought she was being a smartass, but maybe she's right. I did just end things with Gavin after he cheated on me. Am I scared Blake will be the same?
Guys are so stupid. I can see why Alicia hates high school couples with a passion.
Until next time,
Gx
I'm going to try and finish this story somehow. I'm not really feeling it anymore. But, I'll try to finish it.
Happy holidays!
YOU ARE READING
dear diary | shefani
Fanfictionwhen high school is awful and so are her relationships, sometimes Gwen's diary is all she has. {shefani} -cover template belongs to @ICETHEWOLVES
