the symbol

chapter 1 "life at home"

7:00am alarm clock go's off

I turn over a swing my hand round my lamp and smack my alarm clock ... I make a rumbly noise and I slowly open my eyes , and I see a blinding bright light ... I sit up and throw my legs of the bed . I rub my face with my hands to wake myself up a bit. I stand up and have a stretch , then I walk the my bath room and splash my face with water so I wont go back to bed . after that a get dressed and do my hair and I do my business in the bath room.

"Max time to have some breakfast!" yelled my mum

I go down stairs and walk into the kitchen where my mum is sat at the table reading the news on her phone and my sister is eating her breakfast . I walk over to the cupboard and grab myself a bowl and some Frosty's , I walk to the fridge and get the milk out .

"so do you want me to drive you into school today ?" calmly said my mum

"I will walk" I said bluntly as I pored my Frosty's into my bowl along with the milk.

I quickly eat my food as the clock hits 8:00am

"I'm leaving now" I said closing the door behind me

3:45pm the school bell rings and everybody runs to get out of school to get home as I slowly pack my stuff and get called u but the teacher .

"Max are you okay ? you haven't been doing as good as you where last year .... is everything alright at home ? " asked the teacher

"everything is fine ! I just don't want this life ... I want to die!" I yelled running out the class room

once i got home I opened the door to my mum led on the bottom of the stairs crying and blood everywhere and as I step into the hallway my little sister , Maisie , was in the kitchen blocking her ears and screaming "make it stop !" . I run over to her and hold her and say " its going to be ok .. sh­shsh he's going to be gone soon .. I promise " my dad walks down the stair falling all over the place drunk as a ask drunk shouting "you lazy fuckin bitch .. maybe is you get your fuckin act together I might not be like this !" as he smashes a glass bottle of Budweiser over my mums head.

my dad looks at me and says " what are you looking at you fuckin emo !"

"why cant you just leave everybody alone... why cant you get it into you head that no one loves you here , so just leave !" I yelled at the top of my lungs

after getting beaten for yelling at my dad i went to my room, with blood running down my face and my cloths ripped to shreds I climbed out my window and went to go find some people that will actually respect me.