Insecure// Magcon

Why me?

*Summer's p.o.v*

I sat on my bed in shock. I seem to be doing that a lot lately. I'm still face timing Shawn and Hannah. I guess they're waiting on what I have to say.

I ended the call with Shawn quickly, not saying anything. "you just hung up on him?" Hannah gasped. "I-I know." I mumbled. "why?" Hannah asked. "I can't deal with all of this in one day. I have to go Hannah...see you soon." I sighed.

I ended the conversation. I got up and walked to the main room. "hey." I sighed. "hi!" everyone chorused. "we've got a rehearsal today." Liam said.

"OK." I sighed, sitting beside Harry. I buried my head in Harry's chest and sighed...again. "are you OK?" Louis asked. "yeah...I'm fine. I'm gonna go get changed." I said, getting up and walking to my rooms.

I grabbed some yoga pants and a tank top and slipped them on. "ready to go?" I asked, walking down the stairs. "yup! come on!" Harry said, our fingers intertwining.

We walked to the black van and drove to the studio. We walked in and stopped in my tracks once we got inside.

"what's wrong?" Zayn asked. "um...well...why in the world am I gonna be in your album? I'm not even in One Direction." I asked

Louis shrugged. "I don't know...we just want you on our album." He answered. "oh...OK"

I couldn't stop thinking about what Shawn said. Why does all this stuff have to happen to me? I just don't get it!

I walked into the studio and got ready at the mic. The boys taught me a song really quickly called 'Little White Lies'

We quickly recorded the song and I cheered at the end. It was a lot of fun. This how I want to be everyday. Selling out arenas, recording albums, and fans shouting my name!

My dream is coming true. This is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I was smiling as we walked to the van and went to McDonald's.

We got in and ordered. "I'll order for you babe...go sit down." Harry said sweetly.

I nodded and kissed his cheek. I went to sit down and played on my phone.

I'm sorry Xx

-Shawn

I ignored the text and continued to play on my phone. I went on twitter and scrolled through all the tweets.

There were good comments but hate comments over powered them. I sighed, tears pricking my eyes as I read the tweets.

Harry and the boys came back. "You OK?" Niall asked. I took in a breath through my nose and put on a fake smile. "yeah...I'm fine!" I answered.

The boys shrugged and ate. "Here's your food." Harry said, handing me large fries and a coke. A small smile formed on my lips. He still remembered what I like.

I suddenly didn't feel like eating. "I'm not hungry" I muttered. "Summer...you haven't eaten all day." Harry whispered.

"I had an apple." I retorted. "yeah...that was early this morning...you need to eat please." Harry begged.

"I'm really not hungry." I groaned "please." Harry begged. "Harry...please don't make me eat." I asked. "OK fine...will you later?" Harry asked.

"sure..." I lied. Harry nodded and kissed me on the cheek. 

"So Summer...are you nervous?" Zayn asked "For what?" I asked "the concert tomorrow night!" Louis exclaimed "oh my gosh! I forgot! yeah I'm nervous! how could I not be? I'm performing at the 0.2 Arena for crying out loud!" I laughed.

The boys chuckled at my excitement and for a moment I forgot about all the drama and hate.

I was happy! I wish it was like this all the time. We left the McDonalds and went back to the hotel.

I sat on the couch with the boys.

"So what's going down tomor—"

My phone started ringing and I frowned. "hello?" I asked. "Summer...its Hannah!" Hannah said frantically.

"I know...I have caller I.D. what's up?" I asked. "Shawn's in the hospital!" Hannah exclaimed.

My mouth dropped open in shock.

What?
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A/N: HEY GUYS! I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE UPDATED! I'M SO SORRY I WAS BUSY! I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS CHAPTER! I KNOW IT'S SO SHORT! I'M TERRIBLY SORRY! PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT! PLEASE FOLLOW ME ALSO!  I LOVE YOU GUYS! UNTIL NEXT TIME MY GORGEOUS UNIKITTY'S! Xx