The Point of No Return R.W + C

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==Rylie==

After ranting to Sam and Dean, I finally got them to put down the books. Sam was on his computer while Dean and I lay on the couch watching tv, "Hey I think I found a case"Sam then speaks up. Dean gets off the couch with me following behind and we sit at the desk with him. "What?"Dean asks, "Over the past month over 7 people went missing in some local town of Illinois, "He says looking at Dean, "Okay, and how could that be a case?"I ask "Well some witnesses who have last seen the victims say that they were afraid and talked about 'The black-eyed people' "Sam responds, reading from the article. We look at each other, "Demons" Dean says. "Alright, we leave tonight," he says. I wasn't gonna let them go alone, "I'm coming with you,"I say. Sam and Dean look at me, "No" Dean says. "Why not? I can help just as much"I state crossing my arms, "You want to go on a case where there are groups of demons kidnapping people? Come on Rylie, Azazel is still out there and we can't risk your safety" Dean says. "Dean, I don't give a rat's ass about Azazel. If I hid away every time there was dangerous then I would have never become a hunter"I tell him. He clenches his jaw,

 "No" "Dean what is so damn wrong with me going to help to you guys hunt down demons!"I say getting angry at his stubbornness. "It's wrong when you're his damn target"He raises his voice angrily. I kept a straight face, though on the inside I was terrified. "It's not just my safety that's important Dean, what about you? Do you really think I'm just gonna sit back and let you risk your lives?"I ask him. He sighs, his jaw remaining tightly clenched, "I'm going. Whether you like it or not"I say going to my room to pack my things. I grab my bag filling it with any essential weapons including my gun, salt, holy water, red paint for devil's traps, and a rock salt gun. When I was ready, I walk back to the library to see Dean, Sam and Cas were already loading the car with as many guns and other things. I put my bag in the back seat and there was tension-filled silence the entire time. Dean was mad at me. 

When we finished, I get in the car, sitting in the back with Cas. He grabs my hand and strokes it with his thumb. I smile at him and I plug in my earbuds to listen to music. It was getting late and we were halfway there to Illinois. I began to grow sleepy and I lay my head on Cas' shoulder. I start to close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

When I woke up, we were still on the road but the sun started rising. I look in the front to see Sam sleeping against the window and Cas staring at the road ahead. I grab his hand and he looks at me, "Good morning"He says kissing my head. I smile and I look out the window at the sky.

After a few hours, we arrive in Illinois. We check in, taking 2 hotel rooms. Sam hands me my key and I go to my room. I open it and Cas follows. I place my things on the bed and turn to face Cas. "Why is Dean angry with you?" "He's bitching because I wanted to come along o the case, "I tell him placing my hands behind his neck "But I don't care what he says, I can make my own decisions. I want to take down Azazel just as much as they do"I say. He smiles and stares at me, "What?"I ask smiling. "Nothing you're just beautiful"He says kissing my lips. I chuckle and I kiss him as well. I start to lead him toward the bed, not breaking the soft kiss. I push him onto the bed and climb on top of him making him chuckle as I start to kiss him again. I intertwine my fingers with his. I softly and slowly kiss his lips. It began to grow heated and I sit up still on his lap. Before anything happened, we hear a knock on the door. I sigh as I get off of him, "Rylie?"Sam calls from the other side of the door. "Hold on," I say sounding annoyed. Cas gets up and kisses me before wooshing away. I slightly open my door, enough to pop my head out "What?"I ask slightly bothered that he ruined my alone time with Cas, "I just came to tell you that Dean went out for food so if you need anything, I'm gonna be next door" he informs. I nod "Okay then" Before I can close the door, he stopped it with his hand, "What?"I ask "Tell Cas I said hi"He jokes smiling. I tried not to smile but I couldn't help it. I close the door and face Cas once again. He smiles and I lay down on the bed. He lays with me and I place my head on his chest, "I enjoy being with you" he says. I smile "me too" I grab his hand and lace our fingers together. "These last few months with you have been the best"I tell him looking up at his face. He smiles "Mine as well," He says kissing my lips. I lay back down and we relaxed like this for a while. 

Not long after, I hear Dean's car engine rev in front of my room. I get up from the bed, opening the door. Dean looks at me but walks past without saying a word. I look at Cas and we go into their room. He sets the pizza boxes on the counter before walking into the bathroom. Sam looks at me "I tried talking to him, but he wouldn't listen"He explains, "It's fine Sam, he'll get over it eventually"I say opening the box, serving myself, Sam and Dean. I sit on Sam's bed, Cas sitting next to my feet. "When are you guys gonna talk to the witnesses?"I ask. "Um maybe later, "He says taking a bite of pizza. Dean soon gets out of the bathroom and he grabs his pizza. It was in silence as we all ate. When I finished I stood up and I threw away the paper plate. I sit back on the bed and I stay looking down at my hands. "Sam we gotta get ready to go visit the witnesses, "Dean says getting up. He grabs his FBI clothes and goes back into the bathroom. Sam looks at me and he smiles lightly, "Okay so I'll just uh head back "I say getting up. I felt like I was gonna start crying. I knew Cas was behind me but I wanted to be alone. As soon as I entered my room, I closed the door on him. I lock it and I lay on my bed, covering myself with the blanket. I stare at the wall as I began to tear up.

I lay like that for a while. I had my music playing loud in my ears. I see my door open, it was Sam. "How did you get in?"I ask in a low tone, sitting up from my bed. I remove my earbuds as he lifts up his lockpick. He sits on my bed and I wipe my eyes making his smile fade, "Why were you crying?"He asks concerned. "I just don't get why Dean got so mad. It-it was my choice to come here"I tell him. He sighs "He just wants you to be safe" "And I want you guys to be safe too. I don't want to be treated like I'm some fragile baby that needs protection" "You're right, It's just that we have lost so many people close to us and we don't want to lose you too"He says grabbing my hand. "And you won't, "I say with a slight smile as I look at him. He smiles and it grew silent, "What should I do about Dean? I don't want him to be mad at me"I ask. He sighs, "I don't know but he will get over it," he says "Just get him pie"He jokes before standing up. I chuckle as he ruffles my hair. He walks out of the room, leaving me alone once again. I let out a breath as I lay back down. Right as my head touched the pillow, someone knocked on the door again. It was Cas. He sits on the bed and I sit cross-legged. "Are you alright?"He asks. I exhale "Yeah um I'm sorry about earlier. I was just upset and wanted to be alone" I say "But I shouldn't have slammed you out like that" He looks down at my hand and he grabs it, "I understand Rylie, there's no need to apologize, "He says kissing my hand. I smile and he sits up to kiss my lips. His lips against mine gave me butterflies in my stomach. I place my hand in the side of his face as his lips kisses mine softly. We pull apart and we press our foreheads together...