The Point of No Return R.W + C

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I started to breathe heavy as he sucked on my skin. He sits up and starts to remove his clothes while watching me closely. He throws them across the floor and he leaves on his boxers. He gets on top of me, in between my legs again, pressing his body against mine. We start to make out again and I tugged at his hair, his hands pressed against the bed for support.

 "Ugh, Cas"I moan when his hand goes down feeling up my body. "Shh," he says kissing me again with a little tongue. He starts to grind on me and I bite my lip so I don't moan too loud. He removes my bra and he starts kissing my chest. "Cas, please I-I need you, "I say getting frustrated. He takes off my underwear removing his boxers as well in a swift motion. He aligns himself in between my legs, my hand on his neck as he kisses me. He then slides in, causing me to let out a gasp. He kisses my lip so I wouldn't be so loud. He thrust in and out at a steady pace. He pins my hands above my head as he went deep each time. "Cas" I moan, he starts to groan while his face was buried in my neck. "Faster, "I say. He goes faster into me and I tried so hard not to moan loudly but it was almost impossible. I start to feel my high build up in between my legs and he starts going harder. I reach my high and Cas soon does too. He thrusts a few more times to ride out our highs before laying next to me breathing heavily as was I. He pulls the sheets over us and I cover myself. I look over at him, chuckling at his messy after sex-hair. I climb up and sit on his lap. He continues to stay laying down as I kiss him. "Rylie!" I hear Dean say from the library. Cas and I immediately get out of the bed and with his ability, he snaps his fingers, our clothes on in an instant. I sigh in relief, kissing him before he wooshes away. I go down the hall seeing them sitting at the table, "Yeah?"I say as I tried to ignore the pain between my legs. "You okay?"Dean asks. I felt my stomach knot up with anxiety, "Uh yeah why?"I ask sitting down. "Your forehead is sweaty" he points out as they both look at me. "Uh I was working out and now I have to shower, "I say getting up and going to my room. God that was terrifyingly close, I go into the bathroom and I strip out of my clothes. I run my fingers through the hickeys Cas left on my neck, chest, and stomach. I hop into the shower, letting the warm water hit my body, giving me goosebumps. I softly wash my body and I kept thinking about Cas. His touch on my skin and his kiss on my neck. I close my eyes and I remember what just happened a while ago. 

When I finished my shower, I wrap myself in a soft towel. I go into my room and change into some comfy clothes.

I let my hair down and go downstairs. "Hey, guys, "I say seeing the three of them looking through books still! Cas looks at me and smiles as I stand next to him. "Have you guys eaten yet?"I ask them. "Sandwiches, "Dean says lifting up his used napkin as evidence. "You've got to be kidding me. That's not food" I say walking to the kitchen. "I'm making spaghetti" I call out to them from the other room. I hear footsteps and I feel a pair of hands on my waist, "Hey" I say. "Do you need help?"Cas asks. "No, it's okay" I say turning my head to look at him, kissing his lips. I put the pasta to boil and I turn around to face Cas. I place my hands behind his neck and Cas lifts me on the counter. He places his hands on my waist and he kisses my lips again. "Woah" I hear from behind Cas. Oh god, It was Dean. Cas looks behind him and Dean had a weird expression on his face.

I get off the counter and there was an awkward silence. "Okay I get that you guys are...together or whatever but I will never get used to that," He says pointing at us. "Jeez you guys are so awkward," He says walking out of the kitchen. Cas turns around to face me and I start to silently laugh, "Wow, he took that better than I thought he would" He chuckles and I kiss him again. "Okay, I'm gonna finish with the food, "I say as he kisses me one last time before walking out of the kitchen. 

After an hour, I finally finished with the food and I start to serve. When I finished setting everyone's plates, I roll my eyes when I see Sam and Dean still looking through books. "Okay that's it, "I say yanking the books out of there hands and taking Sam's laptop. "Hey," Sam says. "That's enough researching, now eat, "I say. They sit down and we start eating. "Did you guys find anything?"I ask. Dean looks up, "Uh no," He says "What are you guys trying to find exactly?"I ask. ¨We're looking for anything or anyone that can either helps us stop him or kill him, but preferably both. We made phone calls and sent out an APB for anyone that might know something" "How are you going to kill him?"I ask. "Well, we used to have the Colt but now we are gonna use the demon knife and/or an angel blade," Sam says. "Sam, he didn't tell you anything else?"I ask him, knowing he wasn't gonna tell me anyway. I noticed he looked at Dean "no" He says not looking me directly in the eyes. I knew he was lying. I look at them both "Hmm" I continue to eat and I thought about what they said. What the hell aren't they telling me...