GOT7 Imagines [Request OPEN]

Mark - Mistake (2)

[Mark POV]
It's been 10 days and Y/N still didn't return. Joan did though. But i still feel empty. It hasn't been the same since Y/N went missing. We tried asking Joan since Y/N was supposed to save her but she said that she didn't know either. One of the guys just released her saying she was of no use anymore. All of the guys became more quiet than usual and they blamed me for Y/N's disappearance. I can't blame them because they were right. If I hadn't been so selfish she wouldn't have left the house, wouldn't have disappeared like that. She would be at home now laughing with us. Now that she's gone the house wasn't as lively anymore. We used to be waken in the morning by the aroma of pancakes and different dishes. But now we wake up just to see the empty table. No morning breakfast, no sweet 'good mornings', no sense of home. She made us felt at home. But now she's gone, taking the warmth that once filled this house with her.

Joan didn't help one bit in helping us get over the grieve. Joan kept telling us to stop sobbing over her that she was gone, that she didn't meant anything, that her leaving wouldn't affect us. But we all knew it wasn't true. Y/N was huge part of my life, our life and will always be. She'll show up one day, I'm sure.

[JaeBum POV]
Its been a month. Still no news of Y/N. No matter how hard we tried we couldn't find her. As the time passed, our hopes got lower. We needed her back. We needed our home back. Mark broke up with Joan. Joan said that Mark has been cold to her and couldn't concentrate during their dates. So she left, she finally left. She admitted that she was cheating on him. Mark started locked himself in the room, occasionally leaving the house only to come back drunk. He missed Y/N, i know that. He wouldn't stop saying her name in his sleep. If he could see how important she is earlier, she wouldn't have been gone.

We blamed him for it. We all do. But we also didn't want to disappoint Y/N, she always told us to forgive each other. That's the only thing keeping us together, her. She might be gone now but she'll be back. We wouldn't give up on finding her, whether she be dead or alive. Until one day, we received a news that the gang we were fighting with last time has kept a girl captive for a long time. We thought we would finally find her. But when we went to the gang he told us what we were all hoping wouldn't happen. She died. The day she went and save Joan, she exchanged herself for Joan's safety. They started using her as a guinea pig, giving her drugs to see how she would react, until once she had an overdose and died. We killed the entire gang. But we couldn't bring Y/N back. She's gone.

[Mark POV]
She's gone. Forever. We can't even find her body. It's all my fault. Time passed but she's still on my mind. I miss her. One year, I'm still drinking. Its the only thing that can numb the pain of losing her. But even then my heart still hurts. This is my punishment for hurting the person that meant the most to me, for not realising how much she cared for me. And I'll accept the punishment. I deserved it. Beer after beer. Its the same everyday. But today is a little different. "You're drinking too much, you should stop." Another random girl, she's the third one today. "I'm not interested in hooking up with you." Blunt, i know but I'm too drunk to care about it now i mean i can barely see her face clearly. "Neither am i Tuan." "Tuan? My best friend used to call me that." "Did you like it." "Alot but only if she said it." "Sure, can I call you that?" "No only she can." That's true, the way she calls me is just so enduring and sweet, this girl sounds awfully similar but Y/N is gone no matter how similar they sound she's just not her. "That girl is lucky isn't she? But not as lucky as your girlfriend." She had a teasing tone in her voice, like how Y/N sounded when i first told her about Joan. "I broke up with her, she just isn't the right one. But the one i want is gone." "I'm sorry." "It's fine, you didn't know." "What would you do if you are able to see your best friend again." "I would do many things, make up for the times i neglected her. I would tell her how much i miss her, how much i love her." "Love?" "Yea, in love with my best friend. Cliche but too bad i realised it too late." "Its never too late." I just laughed and continued drinking. "Stop it I'll bring you home." She grabbed my hand and paid the bartender. "You know you could possibly make up half of the bar's income by the amount you're drinking." This girl really likes teasing just like Y/N. We got into her car and she drove me back to my apartment. How does she know the way? Is she a stalker or something? "There you go, i can't bring you to the door I'm sorry safe walk home i guess?" She placed a chaste kiss on my lips. Those lips. It felt exactly the same like Y/N. "Y/N, I miss you." I couldn't control myself from hugging the girl and started sobbing. Even though deep down i know it wasn't her, let me just live my dream, even if it would end the moment i sober up.