Simple yet Complicated

Guilt

Pagkabalik ko sa room, everyone was silent.

Bakit kaya anong nangyari?

And nalaman ko ang dahilan.

"Bakit ngayon ka lang?" Kyle shouted.

Dahil nasa monster mode na si Kyle.

This is his most scary mode, dahil sumisigaw na siya.

"Sorry"

"Sorry? Thats all you can say? Kanina ka pa wala. Di mo man lang tinitignan phone mo, kanina pa kita kinocontact." - Kyle

"Sorry, di ko dala phone ko."

"Ahh, damn." then he walks out of the room.

Hindi ko alam kung instinct pero hinabol ko siya sa labas.

Bilis naman maglakad nun. So i run towards him.

When I caught up to him I grab his arm.

"Sorry na please, kung ano man yung nagawa ko. Di ko naman alam." tears are forming in my eyes and I was about to cry.

Then before a tear falls. He patted my head.

"Husshh now. Don't cry, I hate to see you cry. Im not mad, just got a little bit worried." -Kyle

I tried not to cry but a tear fell on its own.

He wiped it away and said "Don't do that again ok?" -Kyle

Damn why is my heart beating this fast?

Maybe because I was about to cry or just tired because of tunning.

I just nod.

Why do you do this to me Kyle, one moment your so mean and then you transforms into this caring guy.

"Now stop, lalo kang pumapangit pag umiiyak ka. Nerd ka na tapos iyakin pa." -Kyle

And there he goes again, the mean Kyle.

"Ewan ko sayo.."

"Haha. Mas para kang ewan jan, hinabol mo pa ako. Pupunta lang ako sa SC office ehh. Ayaw mo ata mapalayo sakin ehh.Ayyie, don't tell me your falling for me?" -Kyle

"Bahala ka nga jan. Kapal nanaman ng mukha mo." I said and walked away.

He stopped me on my tracks and pulled me "Andito ka na lang din. Samahan mo na ako."

"May magagawa pa ba ako? Ehh hila mo na ako. Ikaw ata ang ayaw malayo sakin eh. I can actually walk, no need to hold my hand."

He was surprised at my comeback. Hindi lang siya ang gulat, pati kaya ako.

Saan ko naman napulot yun? Nahahawa na ako sa taong to.

"Haha. Nice your starting to fight back again. Bumalik ka na din sa wakas." -Kyle

"Ano? Di kita magets."

"You were out of it kanina pa. Wala ka sa sarili mo, kaya nagalala ako kung nag suicide ka na ba. Ako kaya nagpalabas sayo ng room, nakakakonsensya pag may nangyaring masama sayo." -Kyle

Yun bumalik na din ang totoong Kyle 

Pero bakit parang disappointed ako?

Akala ko kanina nagaalala na siya sakin. Mali pala ako.

It was just his guilt.

♥ author's note

▶ Gulo ni Kyle noh. Ganyan pa ang mga lalaki magugulo ang utak.