I watch you as I always do
I could alway see the clue you gave, that I knew
I felt like my heart would break in two
I felt like my happiness was long dueWhen I heard that you gotten a flu
the responsibility I threw so I could see you
I remember I made you a failed stew
Yet you still ate it but I knewIt possible that you knew
Yet you still smiled and said "it was delicious"
I know I probably shouldn't get into
Well, Aren't you pernicious?The next day, it continue
I thought I could die
Because long day full of issue
When I look at you my issue all fly highI sighed I knew that you love him
I mean look at all the clue
I felt like a fish learning how to swim
When you talk me, I would replied to shooI know your happy to be with him
My life turn to grim and dim
I tried to walk away saying to not look back
Yet I still did even if I told myself not to and just my luckYou were happy with him, singing a beautiful hymn
I really miss the rim, so I thought how about a trim
I really wanted to smile but I thought that would just be suicidal
Am the idiot of an idol, and that is finalNow I walk away saying that it would be fine
To the world full of madness and poison that I dine
I know it isn't my job to keep watching, calling
I felt like I was mocking myself to all this dodgingI was regretful that I can't stay in your side
To your darkest hour of the timeline
I walked to the entrance there I died
I felt that the whole world became timeless"I like you"
You said the word I want to say
My life turn suddenly gray
I want those feeling for me only
Why did my world turn so lonely?I just casually walk away
Even if my mind was astray
I really thought you were mine
But that's fine....it's fineAm fine
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