||. Jenny schecter solo. Edit by me also. Im really proud of this solo, dont judge. 😂
"Sleep is something hard to come across, distant memories float around my head.. nightmares, they never stop. Waking up in a sweat, my bad dreams fool me into believing i can fly, i leap off a tall building arms out as they stretch over the city, a second of freedom, delight all over my face as the breeze hits it before i fall to my death. Dark shapes all around me, a mirage of the life i wish i had merged into my distant memories of my past. I feel like the definition of hurt, the definition of agonizing pain. Mentally stuck in an evergrowing loop of destruction. Theres no escape, tears forever falling, hidden with a smile that is hollow and frail. As memories of an innocent little girl gets torn to shreds, thrown into this world too fast, not protected nor secure, just too taken within her own pain. I try to fight it, but that darkness is so wide, so deep and thick, ingrained in the explicities of my head. Thrown through the depths of my deception, lies and dread. Theres nothing left. Ive fallen to my death."
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