Kiss (fuck) Off (discontinued)

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It's in the morning I've received so many messages from my mother despite the fact that I left a letter letting her know that she's has no control over me no more that I'll be glad to see my siblings but not her ever again nerve-racking in a million years.

Anyways we got our furniture ready and water and electricity are already there too im so ready to start the new chapter of my life starting with a party : I used to never go to parties, way to much people in one room and I would've never forgive myself to dance in front of everyone like that I could never. But now, I know everyone entering my house I can be myself around them they are kind of family.
___________________________________Carah and I set up the entire party it's not going to extravagant just chill music pizza and a couple of drinks nothing too bad and you can't get a bad experience from that.i can finally say I live with my best friend we've made this plan for years so blessed to live with this amazing person, none of us have a boyfriend I'm fat as hell and she's OK looking but she need a glow up that will happen for us later Lmao. ______________________
It's finally time for the party and of course someone invited someone un-invented oh no there's two. That one bitch who's obsessed with me who thinks I am like her best friend or some shit and another dude a hot one. Jesus I think I'm having a stroke he's a white guy with kinda light brown eyes which are so fucking cute a jawline that could slice me up I think he's mad but I'm not sure, gosh I'm starring and... Yep. He saw me. Fuck. me. I wonder who the hell invited him shit now I can't be myself all night because there is a random dude at my party in my house. I see walking towards me, I freaked out and ran in the Kitchen it's my fault for being next to the drinks I should've known better oh and look who I found Kelly.
-Kelly, please tell me you didn't invite this white dude here?
-huh yes the fuck I did.
-are you dating him or just fucking him? Cuz bitch I feel threatened by his hotteness.
-I invited him over for you I thought you'd like him since you're into whites boys you semi-white.
-shut up and go get rape by your master you black bitch
(oh and by the way if you feel offended by this just keep in my mind that's the kind of humour me and my friend likes with each other no real racist jokes around here)
-I'LL BEAT YOUR ASS KAYLA GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE she screams as I try to run my fat ass in bathroom to lock my self up before she beat me to death
I finally made it to the bathroom I lock myself in and I turn around and who I see hanging up on someone the white dude so i turn back around acting like I've never seen him in my entire life and un lock the bathroom but Kelly was still there holding the door screaming telling I'm never getting out of that bathroom '' a straight up nightmare''
-CARAH I can hear her screaming my bestie name and asking for something but what? Oh, a fucking chair.Great now I'm locked in my bathroom with a guy a barely know I Say
-CARAH I TRUSTED AND YOU DO THIS TO ME? AND  KELLY WAIT FOR ME TO GET OUT OF THERE I'M ON YOUR ASS LATER!
I know this dude is probably looking at me like crazy I end up sitting in a corner by myself avoiding eye contact as much as possible on my phone, until it fucking dies. WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?¿ I'm like fuck it I'm over it I'm just pretending it's still working perfectly until I hear a :
-you know I can see your phone is dead and your smiling at your phone for no reason right? It was so awkward I didn't even know what to say
-I'm just remembering things ya know
-oh and that's also why you've been touching it like crazy?
Right now there is no point of lying so im just gonna say to truth I'm probably never going to see him ever again anyway
-I'm trying to avoid any discussions thats all.
-Damn, I'm this unpleasant to look at is my voice is too high peeched? At this point I'm not even trying to understand what he's saying I'm just starring at his lips its so fucking perfect and red and also pink but most importantly shiny. Ha, my heart my poor heart. I just laugh with him and I'm like
-no not at all...
-I'm Jason by the way Jason McCann
-nice to meet you I'm-
-kayla I assume.
-yes, but how do you know my name-
-it's because of Kelly and she told me that she wanted me to meet you because- she thought we looked cute together we say both at the same time
-it's the first time doing this usually she's selling the "she's mixed" so they think it's the good kinda of mixed girls like the ones with the curly hairs fair skin blablabla you know the drill, sorry to disappoint you.
-nah you didn't disappoint at all, he say with a smile on his face hell no, I'm moist I couldn't bring myself to say something back so I just smiled
-so how are you? He asked
-I'm 18 I replied
-cool I'm 20
I just shook my head and smile And it's awkward as fuck and I feel my cheeks getting red and he finally breaks the silence and says
-nice house you got by the way
-oh thanks I'm sure yours is better I say with a little smile trying to be polite but I still can't look at him in the eye
-you should come sometime ya know will be fun he said while chucking a drink. Bitch I was straight up shook I didn't know how to act after my soul left my body I choked on air and all, I know he's just trying to be polite but you can't be polite when you are attractive or when you're talking to a ugly person.
-sure. I say not fucking sure. I get up knock on the door and screams to let us out here it's been like 10 minutes, still nothing the music is too loud so they can't hear us
(phone rings)
It's Jason's obvi mine is not working he look nervous and mad at the same time all I know is that's none of my business so I turn around pretend like I'm too booked to be bothered.
-allo? He says is he? Is he speaking French? Wow I didn't know he was French check that from the "way too hot for me guy but still wishes to smash list".
-Écoute moi bien si dans cette semaine j'ai pas toute la drogue et l'argent qu'il me faut, ont viendra vous rendre visite et ont viendra vous tuez, ont plaisante pas avec les McCann. C'est bien compris connard ?
-oui, jle dirait a mon patron. And it hangs up of course I knew what they was saying I'm French but he's not he's speaking with a cute ass accent. Fuck me. He's in the McCann clan how did my friend even met up with him Jesus fucking Christ-
-sorry I had to hang up family issues ya know haha he says not knowing that understood perfectly what he just said.
I wanted to let him know that I knew what he was saying but does a bitch has enough balls to say it?          Yes. ______________________________________________________________________-J'ai tous compris de ce que tu as dit mais t'inquiète je dirait rien c'est pas mon but hein.
-Je- he didn't even have the time to finish he's sentence that Kelly bust the door wide open I'm like thank god you life saver but I still need to talk to you.
Traduction :
-hello
-listen to me if u don't got the drug and the money that I need this week me and the gang about to shoot yall. Don't fuck with McCanns.