The Life I Can't Have

Chapter one

Amelia

I was combing my red hair and getting ready for bed when daddy dearest came in . God why is he here . I thought as I was about to climb in bed. So I just sat on it . He looked at me. His blue eyes tensed . OH GOD HE ANGRY. NO NO PISSED.WHAT DID I DO NOW.

"Amelia , how much times should I tell you not to spend so much money?.You know the obvious reason you get mo-".
"Money is because your mother will be angry at me".finishing his sentence.
"Amelia you should stop being so rude and listen for once you might learn something. You just graduated college your a big girl now , I love you but you need to change your attitude". Concern evident in his voice.
"And please father tell me how I can do that?. I am not some miracle worker". I said sarcastically.
"By getting married to my friend's son".
"What-no I told I dont do men/boys . They are always too ahead of themselves. I dont want to get married".
"Amelia please . I am getting old and
I-I have n-n-no sons. And after what happened to your brother I thought you would understand that I have no one to look after my company".he said and start crying. I started getting upset.
"How dare you. You think I must get married and understand that my twin brother is dead because we were in a car crash".I stated raisin my voice.
"That he died protecting me that the only person that understands me is dead. And I can't do anything to make this hole in my heart full. That  because of that hole I became a despicable bitch that no one likes ".
"No sweetheart that not what I meant".
"Oh okay .No please dad tell me what did you mean".
"I-I just meant. That maybe if you get married to this young fellow maybe you wouldn't feel so lonely".
"Oh my god dad who said I'm lonely".
"Oh my fuck can just listen for once. I meant if you get married that it maybe would heal that hole in your heart and it maybe change your attitude. If you don't consider it I'm cutting all your credit cards. And I'm giving you five minutes to decide".
"W-what no you cannot do that".
"5....4.....".
"Wait what the fudge dad putting me ib such a predicament is highly over protocol.  What kind of father are you?".
"A kind that cares for his daughter well being .So what do you say?".
"F-fine but I wanna meet him okay?".
"That is fine by me. Maybe tomorrow and next week you can get married".
"What why so soon?".
"Cause I don't want you getting ruder by the day". I looked at him and rooled my eyes and said.
"I love you dad". He smiled and said.
"I love you too my little pumkin". He was about to leave when I said.
"Hey dad your not going to cut my credit cards . Are you?".
"No, of course not sweetheart".
"Goodnight dad".
"Goodnight Amelia". He left and closed the door . I climbe in my bed and fell asleep thinking of how my soon too be husband looks.