Always believe (One Direction FanFic)

18

Next Day

I woke up but I wasn't in my bed.Then I remember what happened yesterday with Louis.I am so scared of facing him like what am I going to tell him about my actions.I got up washed a bit my face then I decided to go home and lock myself in the studio.I told Sofia that I am leaving and thank her for keeping me here and I promise her that we won't loose touch

Home studio

I laid on the floor and look at the ceiling that I painted myself and relax while grabbed my song journal.I am so confused of my actions.Why do I have to exist..I am useless in this life.I am so lonely and I am so scared that I will do something that maybe I will regret it. And that's when I decided to put what I am feeling on the paper

1 hour later

After an hour this what came out

Baby, I got love for thee
So deep inside of me
I don't know where to start
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I love you more than anything
But the words can't even touch what's in my heart
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
No, no
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I try to explain it I be sounding insane
The words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say, baby, baby,
Oh, woah, oh, woah,
Baby, baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)

Baby, I'm so down for you
No matter what you do (real talk), I'll be around
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, baby

See Baby, I been feelin' you
Before I even knew what feelings were about
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
Oh, baby
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I try to explain it I be sounding all crazy
Words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything (baby)
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby

Straight up you got me
All in, how could I not be,
I sure hope you know (I sure hope you know)
If it's even possible, I love you more
Than the word love can say it (say it)
It's better not explaining
That's why I keep saying...

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby