He wraps his arms around me and plants a soft kiss on my neck giving me shivers. "Talk to me baby... I'm sorry?"
"Get away from me Langston." I blink the tears out my eyes and sigh.
"It was just a kiss on my neck!" He lets go and sits at the table on our balcony.
"A kiss that meant something and you knew it... why.. who the fuck does that?!" I turn to him.
"You act like she kissed me on the lips..."
"She might as well have..." I stare at him with mad eyes moving my eyebrows.
"But she didn't and won't ever... I don't want her anymore, she's an ex for a reason." He pulls me into his lap.
"You did not say ANY thing when she said you missed her... what about that?"
He sighs and says nothing.
"Exactly..." I get up and and grab the keys to my Range rover, "I'm going home... don't bother calling me until you know if you don't miss her."
"Soph-" he starts.
"Don't talk to me man... I'm out" I run downstairs and out the door slamming it behind me.
I decide to go and visit Jayda, Viki, and Chelly to vent.
****
"So, what you're telling me.." Viki turns slowly my way holding a flat iron, "He said NOTHING when she said he missed her?"
"Nope.." I answer crossing my legs.
"Damn, what is his problem?" Chelly asks shaking her head, "What does she look like? I know a lot of his ex's unfortunately.."
"She was Kinda Viki's height, my skin color, her hair was sandy brown and curly... like a Spanish wave almost.."
"Rae?" Chelly and Viki said in unison.
"Um, I'm guessing that's her name?" I pause, "Wait.. Briana Rae or.."
"Hell no, entirely different Rae hon" Vik laughs, "That chick is something else.. we never fucked with her." Viki sets the flat iron down picking up her hair spray.
"Why?" I ask curiously.
"She was MAD clingy, only girl in our crew that talked to her was Jazee..." Chelly adds, "She wasn't even considered a ex. Just a Jump off, he fucked her time to time and treated her like a dog"
"Wow.."
"Don't worry about her" Jayda says.
"Why not? I'm not sweating her just the fact... he said nothing when she said he missed her."
"Her head game? Probably, but her as a person.. I .. do not think so" Chelly pops open a bottle of Vodka. "Want any?"
"You know I'm pregnant..." I shake my head refusing.
"You're keeping it?" Viki asks shocked.
"I thought you knew?" I frown.
"I've been too busy with modeling and photo shoots for VS Sophie, you know I don't keep up with the gossip"
"Paparazzi never come up to you?"
"They do, but they don't ask me about you and your baby.." she looks at me.
"Oh well.. I'm going to let Legacy know"
They all look at me and Chelly spits out her peach vodka.
"What? After Langston said not to?" Jayda says.
"He has a right to know after he raped me, he created life inside me... If he wants to see it when it's born, he can.." I clear my throat, "If not, he doesn't have to.. I'm just letting him know"
"The media damn sure doesn't say anything to him.." Viki scoffs.
"They don't need to, besides he never gets caught up with paparazzi when he's out.. never has, never will.."
"Langston will not be happy about this..." Jayda says.
"He'll get over it.."
Skye:
I just want all of you... can't we work this out? us out? Where did we go wrong, was it me? I changed. You left me as a burden and never returned only when you wanted a little hit and run. As if I knew any better, I'd say I should move on as well but I can't. You took my heart away the very moment we met...Since then, I won't give up proving we were meant for each other. You and i both know this love affair ain't over. Come back to me!
I decided to swallow my whole pride and go see Julian and reason with him about us. He knew this wasn't over I just didn't understand why he gave up, maybe this was a test to see if I'd come to him. If so, he had won.
I walk to his 12 foot glass door and ring the doorbell. I blow on my hands trying to warm them and occupy myself until he answered the door.
A curvy Hawaiian female answers the door and I freeze up instantly, "Um, is Julian here?"
"Yes.. he is, but, he.." she smirks as he comes up behind her wrapping his arm around her. "We're busy.."
I catch an attitude and look from him to her, "I don't give a damn if you're busy, I need to talk" I shove past them and stand there folding my arms.
"Skye what the hell are you doing here?" He sends the promiscuous female upstairs and looks at me. "We got nothing to talk about"
I look up at him and smirk and slide off my trench coat revealing his favorite lingerie outfit I'm in. "Yeah, we do.. now dismiss her ass so we can"
He swallows and stares at me and tells his butler to get the females stuff ready and take her home. She comes downstairs storming and gets up riot at him.
"What kinda shit is this Ju?" Her thick Hawaiian accent stands out.
"I gotta talk to her, I'll hit you later baby." He opens the door for her and she rolls her eyes and storms out.
He closes the door and turns back to me, "So talk..."
****
We lay in bed caressing each others face and I finally speak up, "Julian, I miss you.. you miss me."
"Yeah.." he brushes my hair out my face and kisses the tear off my cheek.
"Can't we work this out? I'm ready to suck up my pride and be a better woman."
"I don't know Skye... you did some fucked up shit that I will never forget."
I sigh, "God, why can't you get over that and accept the fact I'm sincerely sorry!" I sit up, "You know.. maybe I made a mistake coming here, I'll be going"
He grabs my arm before I get out the bed, "Baby... don't go" He kisses my lips and pulls me on top of him.
I start to tear up and shake my head and get up, "Don't use me for sex and then when I wanna work shit out, after we fucked you turn me down"
He sighs and sits up, "You're only allowing me to.. not my fault you give in"
I scoff, "Wow.. some nerve" I shake my head.
"Look, I just.. I don't know about it.."
"Just give me a chance..." I plead.
"under one condition .." he pulls my arm.
"What?" I look at him.
"You apologize to Sophia and let me put you to bed baby.." he smirks.
I smile and nod. "I can do that..."
"Good... now come sit that pussy on my face.."
Chapter 23: Don't mess with my man
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