Love Games
Chapter 10: I'm Gone
Enjoy ...
Four months later
Sophia:
Dear Diary,
I sped down melrose bumping 'Careless World' By my good friend Tyga in my Mustang enjoying the sun. It's been four months since I've talked to Langston whose been blowing my phone up constantly, sending me texts, flowers, coming over, just STALKING me. I made it clear to him that he showed me he wasn't about making me his girl so it's all said and done and I have my career to focus on. I can't worry about some child who doesn't know what he wants. 'I'm Gone' comes on and I turn it up thinking about our last encounter.
I start singing the first verse,
" Uh, looking around glass, my future is in the past, I'm re-arranging my life, I'm single and now I laugh, All the moments we had, beginning and just the end."
The song truly speaks how I feel about what we had.. it's all done. and now..
I'm Gone.
I slow down and make a sharp turn going towards the interstate heading towards Hollywood. I speed up a little and get in the right lane to go down the ramp. As I make my way down to Hollywood I see a Red Ferrari which appears to be... Langston. I sigh and try to speed up so he won't see me but obviously it didn't work because he saw me and is now following me. I hit my foot on the gas and speed up to try and lose him but he keeps up with me which makes me even more pissed.
When I pull up to my studio, He gets out and runs towards me... I sigh, "What the fuck man? Stop following me, leave me alone."
He grabs my arm and pushes me against the car, "Look, I'm so sick and tired of the way you've been dogging a nigga and I-"
I cut him off, "If you don't get the fuck off me, I'll call the cops... I bet the media would love that knowing that they're across the street snapping photos in that bush.
He scoffs and lets go of me,"Why so evil? You're acting like a fucking bitch."
I slap him, "Me, A Bitch? You got your priorities fucked up"
He laughs and holds his cheek shaking his head. He grabs my hand and walks into my studio and closes the curtains and locks the door, "Look, Chill out okay? You won't even give me a chance to explain."
I snatch my hand from him and head towards the door to unlock it but he stops me, "See.. baby, baby, baby where you going?"
He clears his throat, "All this running away ain't helping your heart get healed baby girl and you know that."
I get angry and feel tears welling up in my eyes as he gives me that stare.. you know that stare, the 'Stare' when he's trying to figure something out.. and that something is me. For some reason it always gets to me. I haven't seen him in almost five months and I don't know how to react to his begging. I'm hurt.
I start thinking about what happen that night I left the party...
Flashback
"Aren't you glad you're single?" I ask Langston whose now yelling.
"What the fuck man?!" He screams pushing the groupie off him.
"You fucked me over..." I scream crying.
I head towards the door and slam it behind me and head down stairs with him behind me calling my name..
