And what hurts the most is that you're not sorry(Canceld until further noticed).

Chapter 10

Months went by with no turn around And less family time. Rehab has been killing me. I walk with these arm sticks sometimes that kill me. Of course sense this is intense rehab, I don't see Marcus as much. I see him maybe 1-2 times a week. "How are you boo?" he asked softly sitting by me. "Weak, tired , ready to give up...." I shrugged. "Don't say that Alis. " He patted my arm. "But it's true!" I scream. Then I felt his lips hit mine. He kissed me strong yet slow. My lips seamed to work just as strong and slow. "No it's not. You won't give up. " He slowly said huffing.

I woke up a year later different. Different then I ever been. Differenter then any other year in my life. I sat up. I cried covering my eyes. My eyes swelled large. This cause my heart to race and beeps went off. "Alis!!" nurses cooed. I hyperventilated as steady tears fell down my face. Maybe there is hope in this life.

"You got it. You got it."Marcus cheered as I moved myself into my wheel chair. "I don't. I will never ever walk again. " I sigh. Days like these were always tiring. "Don't say that. " Marcus went to me holding my face. "How can you have so much hope?"i asked. "Because someone has to. " He smiled and kissed me. I kissed him back. "Don't give up. " He kissed my cheek.

"Wakey wakey. " A voice shook me. I opened my eyes and met a cold pair. "No please. " I begged. He sat on my bed with a wicked grin. " I'm back darling." He smiled. "I'm sorry for what happened." He said and beginning rubbing up and down my legs over the covers. I couldn't move my legs away. He leaned down kissing my lips. "Yes yes...." he said on my lips. "no. Jason. " I choke as he kiss my jaw. I moved my head to the side. "Jason no please stop!" I cried beginning. "Don't try to pretend you don't like this, you slut. " He pushed his hand up my gown. "Miss me?" he asked in a low whisper. He stood up. "I'm gonna stop. I just need to ask you something. " He sighs sitting by my bedside. My neck ticked. "Do you think we could patch up everything we went through?" he asked. "No!" I suddenly found a voice. "We cannot!" I add crying. Then he begun crying. "Are you sorry Jason. Are you even effected by this or do you think this is a game?" I spat with thick venom. His eyes largened and he sucked in a large breath. "I'm not. I'm not sorry. " He froze suddenly and the words came out slick. That's probably what cut me the hardest. We stared at each other. He rose. "I really don't care. I'm really absolutely not sorry! you slept with me like what, a couple weeks of knowing me because I bought you a necklace?" he asked as if he finally remembered the past. I sat up straining. "No! I slept with you because I loved you!" I argued. "Oh yea sure!" he shrugged and sighed. "I will leave you alone. Forever. " He told me serious. the thought of forever scared me. What there a piece of me that stilled cared. "I will leave and never come back. You can call the cops if you want to. But I will be gone. " He leaned down and kissed my lightly parted lips. I stared up at him. "You're not over me. I could kill you and you won't be over me. " He said sick and eery like. "Well bye!" he shook his head.

"Hey. " Marcus came in. "Hi. " I softly said. He sat by the bed. "Any improvements?" he asked lightly. I shrugged softly. "Just little leaps. "I closed my eyes. He put his hand on my leg. I could feel it faintly. "Your muscles are getting stronger again. " He smiled. i sat up and smiled. He leaned toward me pushing his lips against mine. "I know I haven't been here much but I still care. I never gave up hope on you. " He strongly said with out foreheads and nose touching. "I know. " I nod.