The Last Words

the letter

Hey!!

This is my first ever book and nobody can possibly guess how excited I am about this.

I really hope anyone who reads my story likes it. And if you do like it, please vote and comment. That would be really great. I also hope that you won't find any mistakes or typos cause I have read it for about a few thousand times.

Okay, I seriously need to stop my rant.

But do go on with the story. Hope you like it.

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I never thought we would ever have any awkwardness. But, as they say,nothing is impossible. So hear I stand, for what I counted 47 minutes and I have still not said a word. But I know I have to do this, so I start......

Hey...
Umm....
You know, is everything alright?
Yeah, it was very lame to ask but I just had to.

And, you know, I know you too much to know that the first thing you would probably do is throw daggers of accusation at me.

You are gonna say me that I have forgotten you. You are going to ask me where I had been all this time.

You will say that I have changed. And I swear I can state other dozens of things that you are gonna say to me but all I will do, is ask you something.

I wanna ask you if you would still say that I have forgotten you even if I said that, maybe it's true that we let go of each other but I never really let go of your memories, they never left me too, they were always with me just the way we promised we would be.

If I said that these eyes that keeps searching for you even if I tell them to behave, still longs to see you. If I said that this heart that belongs to you more than it ever did to me, still beats for you. Would you believe me?

Would you believe me if I said even now even in my darkest of the darkest days it's still your name,just a single thought about you that can bring that irresistible upward twitch in my lips? I guess you would.

And do you know what makes me think that you would believe me? Cause, roughly 15 years 1 month and three days ago, out of all people you believed me when I said that I could live without you though it was freaking obvious that even at the mere thought of a life without you I would have some freaking seizure. And I don't blame you for that, I never did. Cause it was me who said that right to your face.

And for now, that's all I would say about it cause I really don't wanna freak out or break down, right now,when I have tons of things to say to you.

So, I would doing the thing I am practicaly a pro at now after so much practise because I had been doing this for the past 15 years of my life. And that's reminiscing about you.

The first thing would be saying that I really, really hate your smile till now cause this thing, one look at it, I can melt into puddle in a split second and I really don't think it's healthy for me at all. And to be honest I don't care.

One look at it, you hardly face any trouble to jump to the conclusion that they are either the best thing in this world or the worst, probably the latter cause looking at the best thing in the world wouldn't really feel so illegal, like it is so heavenly and out of the world that when I look at it I get the feeling that it is not allowed.

And then comes your eyes, your stupid, stupid eyes. And in one way or another, even though you never admitted I know these are the weapon you used to make me fall for you. And even when we would be 100 years or we would be 120 years I would still fall for them cause I know they would never lose that thing which made me fall for you, made me amazed in every possible way at the first place.