My high school bully

chapter 1

Ricky's pov
*beep beep beep* my alarm goes off and I groan,I sit up and rub my eyes my cat dexter walks in "hey buddy" I pat him and get up,I get ready for school putting on my skinny jeans,misfits shirt,converses and braclets I go into the bathroom and do my eyeliner I slip in some new lip rings through my lip piercings and brush my hair.
~at school~
I hate this place,I walk through the gates of hell known as "school" I rush to my first class and sit down at the back of the room.
"Shit" I mutter to myself as chris cerulli "motionless" walks in,he's the bully of the school,he walks towards me and I put my head down he pushes me and laughs "hey fag mind if I sit here?" He pushes me off my seat and laughs I pick my stuff up and the bell rings.
I run to my next class but before I could get to the door Chris pins me against the lockers "l-let me go Chris" I stutter and he laughs "your gonna get what u deserve bitch!" He punches me in the stomach and kicks me to the ground I start crying "aw is poor little Ricky gonna cry?" He kicks me again and walks away.
~lunch time~
I sit in the bathroom and hide from Chris I cry lightly and hear a pair of feet standing in front of the stall I'm on and I stay quiet so they can't hear me,the doors kicked open and it's Chris I shake in fear and his group of friends behind him Ryan,Devin (ghost) and vinny they all look at me and Chris picks me up by my hair and slams my head against the wall "your a worthless piece of shit!" He does it again till I collapse. He smirks and walks away with the group, I hold my head and get up I grab my bag and skip school.
~at home~
I get home and run to my room I lock my door and grab a blade crying
*TRIGGER WARNING*
I run the blade across my arms and cry In pain but in relief I put it away and clean my fresh cuts I put a long sleeve shirt on and go to sleep skipping dinner.