I found my voice running through the wind tunnel of your throat
Singing songs about freedom,
I found my backbone lying down beside yours
Looking at the stars,
I found my courage cupped in your hand
Waiting for me to hold it;
The first time that I ever stood up to anyone
Was the day they started screaming hate
At the love in your eyes that they were too afraid to look into
You found me,
Like the very last kid in a game of hide and seek
That everyone forgets about and then leaves in the dark,
I had been hiding under the staircase of my spine for years
Before you broke me out of the cage I didn’t realize my ribs made,
And after the first time I stood in the sunlight of your smile
I understood why moths flock to the light;
You can’t help but think that such beauty
Might be able to burn the darkness out of you,
And you pray that if you lose your wings along the way
Then you might at least look like a shooting star on the way down
And I have started this poem a hundred times
But there are no words for the way
You curled yourself around me as we slept
And made me feel safe for the first time in years,
I can’t explain what it feels like to be in your arms
Because I’m pretty sure the angels are the only other ones
Who have experienced that level of divinity,
And I wish I could write in hieroglyphics
Because twenty six letters can’t contain or describe
The first time you said I love you
Or the way I cried after and my tears tasted like salvation
I guess what I’m trying to say is that you changed me,
You found the broken puzzle pieces of my confidence and fixed me,
And every time you say beautiful
It erases another memory of the words ugly and worthless
That he wove into a whip to carve into my body and crack my smile,
You make it easier to look in the mirror;
And when I ran away from the place I cant bear to call home
To go looking for my lost childhood in the park
And showed up at your door with tears still falling
And hands scraped raw from the chains handcuffing a swing set
You just held me and told me I could stay as long as I needed;
Within an hour I was laughing so hard it hurt
And thanking everything I’ve ever believed in
For the fact that you existed
So I may not know why people always leave
Or why hearts are so prone to breaking,
But I know I love you with everything I am and all I’ll ever be;
I love the way you throw your head back when you laugh,
I love the way my name sounds on your lips,
I love that you almost weren’t tall enough for the roller coaster,
I love how you can’t walk in a straight line,
I love the way you hold me every time you see me,
I love that you read almost as much as I do,
I love the way your family has already made me feel at home,
I love the way you have to eat your sweets by color,
I love waking up to your smile,
And I love you for staying when everyone else left me;
I love you for finding me when I lost myself.
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PoetryA collection of poetry written a year ago, a month ago, a week ago. and today. Themes of love, loss, regret, happiness, the past, the future and many unexplainable emotions. Enjoy. :)