dear my future self,
im sorry for letting them hurting me until it leaves a big scar to you.
im sorry for being too kind to everyone until you didnt get the way you should be treated .
im sorry for being too overthinking till you cant sleep at night and suffer a lot .
im sorry that everytime im in front of people, i put up a lot of fake smile until i feel like cryin and beat up myself for that at night.
oh my dear future self,
i wont be mad at you if you completely change and didnt want to be what i am rn.
i wont be mad at you because, the only thing that makes you change is
me.
YOU ARE READING
h i d e .
Poetrythis is my first attempt in writing poetry. ❝ there is this girl who try to distance herself from people because she is such a monster .❞
