Borderline Psychotic

Prologue

I never knew family could hurt you. How they can laugh while you cry out for pain. While you beg for death they watch with a smile. My family left me with my blood on their shoes. But I know all families are not like this.

I know they're families out there who treasure their children. I've always wanted a family like that. I always dreamed for a family like that, but always woke up to the harsh reality. That my family didn't love me.

So I ran. The second they had a blind spot I ran knowing they wouldn't come for me because I was worth nothing to them. But I was broken. I broke the second they put that's knife to my back. So this is my story.

The story about how I went crazy. This is a story about how I slowly lost my sanity when I finally had a grip I gripped reality.

How the people I once loved betrayed my trust. How my family was murdered in cold blood. How I slowly began to hate the world I lived in. Everyday felt like I was gasping for air, but couldn't get enough in my lungs.

This is how I slowly began to be scared of the people around me. Never knowing who was gonna try to hurt me. This is how I lost faith in my life and my world.