Bts jin x reader imagines

~Preview To A Book I'm Writing~

A/n: Trigger warning ⚠ don't say that i didn't warn you. Most of this is based on my real life feelings and daily experiences.

I hate this feeling; the feeling giving up like there's no hope. People just call me moody but if they were me and had been through what I have they would be 'moody' too. Today was absolutely shit, everyone hates me in school especially all the 'populars', as they call themselves which definitely shows their lack in grammar and brain cells, anyway they were all laughing at me in PE/ gym class and I have no idea how many rumours are going around school about me, I don't know why everyone hates me so much I hardly even speak and when I do it's never bitchy or intended to hurt anyone because if it was I'd understand but I don't know why... I can't do this anymore... Everyday is the same, depression, suicidal thoughts, friendship drama, family issues, self hate, the list goes on and on but it all comes down to one thing... Cutting.
I remember the first time I sliced the fresh skin on my wrist, I watched the blood drip down my arm with my widened teary eyes and whispered "wow"
No i do not self harm to try and kill myself, I self harm because I'm fighting....but it isn't working... I can't do this....

Bad thoughts flew around my mind as I sat with my face in my palms in science class 'don't cry don't cry' I repeated to myself inside 'I can't cry in front of everyone... I'm so pathetic'... Just as a tear fell down my cheek a hard object hit the back of my head, I turned to see a pink pencil case on the floor and all the 'populars' laughing at me. Tears streamed down my face, I grabbed my bag. I stormed out of class and down the corridor...

A/n: so I'm writing a new book, which is bts x reader ... Saying no more... This is a mini preview.