Winter is Mute orphan with a bad past
She has trust issues
She doesn't have many friends
She has depression and anxiety
She just got of foster care and is trying to get better
She is Deans mate
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Me- Pete think about your only like 3 years older then me how would you know you wouldn't remember thinking it was weird
Pete❤- ok fine good point but still I don't believe you there's no way your not my blood sister
Me- look at the letter read it for yourself then
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Pete❤- ok well then you know what I don't care you still my sister just like we're yesterday and will be till the day we die. I don't care if it's not my blood running through you veins I wouldn't care if you were half ape you'd still be my sister ok your my sister because I've cared for you for all of your 18 years on this planet even when we lived in different foster homes or when I couldn't talk to you first second and last though was I wounder if Winters ok, I hope Winter had a good day, I wounder what Winters doing and if that's not what a brother does then please tell me what I'm doing wrong because your my sister just like I'm your brother and I love you
Me- I get that but still it hurts to know that I'm not related to you in any way. And you were a great brother I couldn't have asked for a better brother and for that I say thanks Pete (a/n see what I did there FoB anyone get it back to the sad stuff now sorry) and I love you more then your ever probably know and that's what it hurts so bad.
Pete❤- I know I'm not gonna play a game and say I know what going through because I don't but also in a way I get it because as you getting the knowledge that your not my blood sister I'm getting the knowledge that I'm not your blood brother but I still feel as though you are because in my heart you are so in my head you will stay that way you !e work a little a differently you always go straight to letting your feelings control you so step away from what's going on and think about
Me- you know I can't do that even if I step away my head will bring me right back that out of sight out mind is just to help people feel better but I don't believe it never have and never will and I'm sorry you had to find out through texting but I can't call you and seeing you faced to face wouldn't really make a difference but still I just don't know....
Pete❤- yes you do you just have to calm down and when you do your be able to see it in a better light look it's late you should get some sleep I'll talk to you tomorrow ok goodnight
Me- ok goodnight...
If only it was that easy to just fall asleep and stop thinking about something that is that easy for most people. I'm just so pathic I can't sleep, I can't stop the thoughts from coming in at a mile per minute, and I can't even talk to someone using real words. Why did I have to be born everyone's life would be so much better nobody would deal with me. The tears fall faster with every thought and my mind grows messer. Maybe I'm better off dead and gone in a casket six feet under the ground where I wouldn't be able to bother any one. You are better off dead, nobody loves you or even likes you, Pete was forced to somewhat like you because he was your brother now that he knows he's not he doesn't have to. Dean doesn't love you either he just feels bad about the mute little orphan girl with depression. All you ever do is whine and whine about your problems that nobody cares about. Get it through your head NOBODY CARES! The voices shout these voices though have nothing to do wolves it's a little part of depression that some people get. It only happens to me when it gets really bad which is pretty often. Your so naive you cant even see through their lies I swear your never gonna get anywhere in life. I used to be able to tell when the voices where lying but it's gotten to the point where I believe what they're saying. You should end you horrible life but that would be to easy you deserve to suffer. I wish they would stop, I know how to get them to go away but it would make Dean disappointed and I already disappoint him enough by breathing. Dean doesn't care stop thinking that he does when we both know he doesn't just take your blade and get rid of us. No I can't do that. Yes you can just walk to the bathroom and get them the rest is easy you just slide but you know this because you've done it before. Sadly before I know it I'm walking to the bathroom and pulling out my blade. Good now do it. I slide the blade across my wrist next to my cuts from days ago. I do it again and again with the voices cheering me on encouraging me to go deeper. So I do I go deep very deep. The blood pumps fast and drips in the floor making a puddle of my crimson blood. More. I do about six more leaving me at about fourty fresh cuts I was about to make more but my vision blurred more then just the tears glassing my eyes and I pass out on the bathroom floor leaned up against the door with my blood covered wrist in display. Right before my eyes close I use my last remaining strength to lock the door then everything goes black.
°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° I wake up to someone banging against the bathroom door with a horrible head ache maybe the pounding is just in my head. "Winter please wake up and let me in" I hear a very defeated sounding Dean say and instantly I'm worried about him. "Please you have to ok why didn't you call me" he says then I realized what he's talking about the puddle of my blood must've flowed underneath the door. "Please just wake up I have to know if your ok" he whispers and I feel him press his back against the door. "Please" he pleads sounding utterly defeated in every way possible. ' I'm sorry ' I say in the mind link and I hear him stand up right away. "Winter please unlock the door I'm begging you let me in" he says the double meaning of his words not missed but I'm not sure if I can do both of them, I can open the door to the bathroom but not the door to my feelings. I slowly unlock the door with a click and scoot away from it so he can enter. He comes in as soon as he hears the click of the lock worry efident on his face and I instantly feel bad. Don't he doesn't care. I thought I got rid of the voices why are they back so soon I don't want them. You deserve it lately you've been extra annoying. I see Dean's lips moving but I'm unable to concentrate on anything he says all my little focus is on the voice in my head. He doesn't want to be here he only came to see if you finally killed yourself he's not worried about you at all if anything he's disappointed. The voices laugh and mock me and soon I find myself unable to focus my eyes on anything and I'm dizzy what's going on. This isn't a painic attack I know what that feels like this isn't that it feels as though my body is shutting down. Dean suddenly looks worried as he notices my swaying and unfocusedness. He looks like he shouting but I can't hear a thing besides my heart beat that is slowly getting slower. Haha you pathetic little freak your gonna pass out infornt of Dean and show him how much of a pathic person you are he already knows you cut yourself last night. The voices are right but I can't stop myself and I start to feel myself falling back I brase myself for the fall but it never comes. I can almost feel Dean's hands on my back but at the same I don't I just feel numb in all my senses and soon all that's there is black.
~•~•~•~•~ Dean
After Winter fell I quickly picked her up and carried her to my car she needs to go to the hospital. I knew from the second I woke up something bad had happened to her I could feel it. When I tried to use the mind link and it just bonced back I got even more worried her not answering my text was the last straw. I pulled I to the hospital and picked her up bridal style and pretty much ran in. Nurse stopped and rushed over to me asking me what happened and who she was. "She fainted I know that doesn't seem like a lot but can you please check her out I worried" I say and a nurse nods before calling someone to bring a stretcher. "Oh young man I'm gonna need you to tell me her name ok. She said she was old and kinda reminded me of my mom or just a mom in general. "Her name is Winter Michaels I'm sorry I don't know her middle name" I say still panicing."Does she have any family"she asks and I nod "Yeah her brother Pete" I say and she nods. "Well how about you call him and I'll go check on your girlfriend ok"she asks and I nod.
Once she's gone I pull my phone out and call Pete. He answers surprisingly on the first ring "hey what's going on" he asks. "Winters in the hospital last night she cut her wrists and they're really deep when I went check on her she was passed out locked in the bathroom. There was so much blood it was everywhere I got her to open the door but then so thing happened and she fainted" I say all I one breath. " What hospital", is all he says and I reply back quickly instantly saying "24 hour medical help" it was the closest one. "Ok I'm one my way" he say and the line goes dead. Please let her be ok please.
•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°• Hey people's how are you doing sorry about the really sad chapter but did you like it. It was kinda hard to write due to all the sad stuff I don't really know why I made it so sad but I did so yeah. Sorry but I'm still not back for good but I had the tablet and it's been awhile since the last update so yeah again I'm really sorry.
