"I can't do this anymore. I can't keep going like this. I wanna die here and right now." Finn gives me an irritated look.
"Come on, its just math how hard can it be."
I pick my head up and grab Finn by the shirt collar pulling him close to me. "Just math, to you it is ,to me it's like living in a burning fire." He rolls his eyes and points at my paper.
"You're adding wrong , here let me show you." Finn shows me how to do the problem and I nod.
"Finally I get it, thanks Finn."
Finn smiles,
"No problem, anything for a friend."
I close my book and walk with Finn to the library's door. "I'll see you tomorrow."
"See you tomorrow." I wave good bye and we go our separate ways. As I'm walking down the block a weird feeling hits me like a bullet. I could die right now. I could kill someone right now. I push these thoughts out of my mind. I have been getting them a lot lately. I must be watching to much Death Note.
I reach my dorm and I open the white painted door. I throw my heavy blue math book on my bed ,and close the door behind me. I fall onto my bed melting away into the soft galaxy colored blankets. I look up at my ceiling which is decorated with glow in the dark stars. I close my eyes and hold my breath. I fade into nothingness, pushing out everything and everyone.
I am interrupted by a sharp pain in my stomach. I check my phone. 6:00 p.m. time for some more meds. I walk into the kitchen and take my night time pills. I throw on my cartoon bunny pajamas and lie down on my bed. I began to think about old memories as I fade off into a dark dream.
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The Secrets They Hide
Teen Fiction"Gay!? Y-your Gay?..." "Y-yeah...d-do you hate me?" Melody is very shy, loves to read, and has a best friend named Finn. Melody has been friends with Finn since they were little kids playing at the playground. Over the years Melody has grown to like...
