If i'm Ariel Summers then you're Dylan James

Chapter 4

🎵~Pierce the Veil- Hold On Till May ft. Lindsey Stamey~🎵

Hey I was thinking to do a kinda song list for this book or story thing. Lemme know what u think in the comments

ENJOY

Days past and my crush has been slowly growing larger and larger. But as my crush grew so did Dylan's curiosity. By Friday of the first week of school, Dylan had his first girlfriend of the school year. You probably think it's me, well your wrong. He asked out Kennedie.

At first, I was mad. But then I thought, why would he ask me out. He would most likely ask her out. He's a football player she's a cheerleader they are meant to be.

Forgetting that she was a cheerleader, she was beautiful. Her hair was straight and the perfect color brown.her eyes were hazel, a perfect mix of green and honey brown and her skin was the color of a Swiss mocha. Kennedie was perfectly skinny, unlike me. I have thunder thighs, a spare tire and get bags when I sit.

That's when it first started. That's when my scars started. I stood in my bathroom thinking where to do it.

Wrists? No, too obvious and I can't let anyone see, especially my friends, mom and Dylan.

Stomach? No, I have to swim in PE and then everyone will see.

Sides? Perfect! No one will know or can find out except me.

I sat in my bathtub with a razor blade I got from cracking one of my old razors. I let the hot water flow on my clean side. I picked up the blade from next to my shampoo.

I started thinking about everything.

My friends.

My family.

Dylan.

Myself.

I started to cry and without hesitation the cool blade touched my warm skin.

One.....

Two.....

Three....

Four....

I put the blade by my shampoo again and watched my ruby red blood run down my side and leg. I heard footsteps from outside. Shit! My mom came home.

I quickly put my side under the hot water to wash off the blood. Bad decision! The hot water made then sting more than they already did. I kept the cuts under the hot water. Hoping that the cuts will keep stinging forever just so I could feel always feel something.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

"Ariel," my mom said, "Are you in there?"

"Yea mom I'll be right out. I just have to finish getting out the conditioner from my hair."

"Ok honey don't take too long. I brought Panda Express for dinner."

"I'll be there in a sec, you start eating"

While talking to my mom I tried to hid my voice and pretend I wasn't crying. If she found out, I would never see sunlight again.

I got out of the shower and dried myself with the towel, carefully patting my side dry.

With every pat came a sting. I quickly put on my clothes and headed out of the bathroom to the kitchen.

My mom had gotten me my favorite, Peppercorn shrimp with fried rice. I sat in silence and ate on the table by myself , as always.

After I finished I decided just to got to bed. I grabbed my iPod and sat on my bed. I fell asleep to Vic's heavenly voice singing Hold On Till May. I closed my eyes hoping tomorrow I wouldn't open then so I wouldn't have to see Dylan and Kennedie together.

But no one gets what they wish for.... unless they are pretty

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hey

Hope you liked it as always

COMMENT

VOTE

REACT

With all love,

Jazz🎵❤️🎵