jihun watched as seungjun's smile grew bigger and bigger while his eyes turned into crescents. 'if only i had that effect on seungjun', he thought to himself.

"kimchi~! we were going to eat bbq after this! now we can eat together!", seungjun said excitedly as he stared at the blonde boy standing in front of him.

jihun only smiled as he bowed his head a little to hide the subtle blush that had formed. he loved it when seungjun smiled and said his nickname.

"what were you doing here?" jihun asked. he tried not to sound too investigative or serious so he forced a smile as his eyes flickered between seungjun and inseong.

"ahh, we were just playing with sally. come here!" seungjun said as he beckoned jihun to sit with them. grabbing a spare chair, jihun pushed in between seungjun and inseong as he casually blocked the two.

"sally! who is KNK?" inseong asked.

jihun watched as the other two members eagerly awaited for a response and then both burst into a fit of laughter and giggles when a response was given.

jihun could only watch as he felt his heart burn. seungjun had known inseong for much longer than the time he had met seungjun. seungjun and inseong had been trainees before at a different company together before both leaving to other agencies and then meeting again to form KNK. jihun had always been envious of that. he thought it was something called being 'fated to be together'. seungjun and inseong's chemistry was awesome. they always made jokes and laughed with each other and they were both touchy people. it made jihun burn with jealosy.

jihun sighed as he watched seungjun smiling brightly. he wanted seungjun to smile brightly at him too. more so, he wanted to be the reason seungjun was smiling so brightly.

"yah. kim jihun! wanna ask something?"

jihun woke from his daydreaming as he looked at inseong who had asked him.

"uh sure"

deciding to put seungjun off his mind, jihun focused all his attention on trying to find playing with sally fun. and in a short time, jihun was fairly amused with it as he asked questions with inseong. now, jihun and inseong were laughing loudly, leaving seungjun out.


seungjun looked on at the two younger boys on his right. they were laughing so loudly and looked so happy. seungjun's eyes focused on the blonde boy. kim jihun. 'your laughter is so pretty and everytime i see you smile i want to hug and kiss you' seungjun thought.

seungji had always been a fan favourite and seungjun reminisced on that. during their predebut and debut era, seungji was by far the most favourite ship. as they grew, more ships appeared but seungji was the only one seungjun cared about. he loved being paired with jihun by fans and even the company sometimes. every time seungjun would see that he had been paired with jihun for a photo shoot or any schedule, a big smile would form on his face. 

seungjun had always wished that one day jihun would smile and laugh so brightly because of him. seungjun's eyes focused on the sight in front of him. lately a thought had been bothering him. a new ship was being sailed amongst fans "jiseong". even though he would tell himself not to, seungjun had watched a few of their fmv on youtube. and it bothered him. inseong was a sweet boy and had a way with his positive energy. seungjun was worried that jihun would take a liking to the said boy.

jihun was, he was fantastic, amazing. jihun, in seungjun's eyes was perfect. seungjun had been bothered for a couple of weeks and had even thought of confessing to jihun before anything could happen between jihun and inseong. but he didn't. how could he when he knew the consequences that would follow? not only would the two of them suffer, but the rest of the group and their fans would also be heartbroken if there was anything negative between the members.

"seungjun lets go eat now!"

"oh-uhh yeahh"

jihun watched seungjun, worried for the older as he seemed so dazzled.

inseong had packed his bag and was already out the door before seungjun could even come back to conciousness. 

"you okay?" jihun asked, voice laced with worry.

seungjun nodded as he flashed jihun a smile before grabbing his bag to leave. 


seungjun and jihun had walked for a bit and were starting to get annoyed.

"where is that jeong inseong!"

after leaving the building, inseong had disappeared and the two boys couldn't get in contact with him. inseongs phone had died before and so the two boys decided to eat chicken and beer by the han river.


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