Alone

A day at the hospital

I ran to the nurses station zooming past all the people waiting in line.

"Excuse me," I said. She looked up at me and had a flirtly look on her face. It was a bit awkward since she looked to be in her 40's.

"How can I help you?" She said. I tried my best to ignore the angry people in line.

"I need to see Aventura. She was just admitted to a room for cutting herself." I said.

"Last name?" she asked. My mind went blank. I had never asked her last name. How could I not know it. She's my damn imprint and I don't know her full name!

"Um, I don't know it. We just met." I lied.

"Well Aventura in currently being treated, She has made specifications as to not have any guests at the moment. But if you want you can speak with Dr. Cullen to ask how she's doing. I'll have him come talk to you. Just wait over there he'll be here soon." She said.

Why doesn't Ave want guests? Doesn't she atleast want to see Emily or Seth or something. I walked over back to the waiting area and sat there waiting for Dr. leech. I saw him walk by a few times and then he stopped at the nurses station and I saw her point to me. He walked over holding a clipboard and sat down next to me.

"Hello Paul." He said while sticking his hand out to shake my hand. I shook his hand and immediately took my hand away again. I can't stand to touch them.

"Hi, Hows Ave?" I asked impatiently.

"She's doing just fine. She seems pretty depressed. I tried talking to her but she hasn't said a word other than saying she doesn't want guests. She specifically mentioned to not let you in. I know what happened. And I know she blames you, and you blame yourself. But its not your fault. Alec is... was a very strong man, You could have been unharmed and still not of been able to save her in time. Ave will forgive you, I'm not sure when but she will. Alice has seen your future with her. She knows everything will get better." He said.

"Okay..." I said as I lowered my head. "But can I just see her real quick?" I asked.

"I don't think that would be a good idea, we don't want to cause anymore stress on her at the moment. We're have a therapist go in to talk to her about her feelings. Since she knows about you and us, we might end up sending in Bella to speak with her so she doesn't have to hide anything when she talks. I would speak to her but she seems a bit distracted when I'm around." he said. he stood up from the seat and I stood with him. He shook my hand again and we nodded at each other as he walked back to one of the rooms.

I sat back down in my seat and leaned on my elbows. I started to think of what would happen is Ave did this again. Would she hurt herself even more? Take it another level and try to kill her self? I don't think I could take seeing her do that to her self. I started to fall asleep when I heard a crowd of people running into the waiting room. I looked up and realized it was Seth, Embry, Jared, Jacob and the rest of the pack. Except for Sam. I saw the running to the nurses station and they started to yell.

"Whoa whoa boys, Slow down. Whats going on?" She asked them.

"Our sister she's in early labor, you've gotta help." Jacob said.

Sister? oh no Emily. I looked back at the entrance and saw Sam running in with Emily in his arms. She was clutching her belly and screaming. She's not even near 9 months how can she be having the baby now? I ran up to the nurse station to be with the guys. Before I knew it there was two men with a gurney ready to take Emily into the emergency room. I saw Carlisle run out of a room and toward the direction where they took Emily. Sam had gone with them to be with Emily and we all stayed here to wait. I asked the guys what had happened and they said there were just watching tv when Emily was in the bathroom and started to yell. Turns out as soon as she closed the bathroom door a gush of blood poured out of her. Sam was so scared he didn't bother to bring her in a car. He was just as scared as I was so he picked her up and ran her here like I did with Ave.

We sat there for hours waiting and waiting. At some point I saw Bella come by and she talked with Jacob a bit before going into a room that I was sure Ave was in. I asked her tell Ave I miss her and that I want to see her. She said she wasn't gonna make any promises at getting her to say yes but that she would try. Another hour waiting and Sam walked into the waiting room.

"What happened? Is she okay?" we all asked as we stood up.

"She's fine for now. They had to put a stitch in her cervix and give her meds to keep her from having the baby. She's gotta take it easy, she can't leave the bed for anything, only the bathroom. She apparently hasn't been doing what the doctor told her last time. She said she had been cleaning since she had nothing else to do. Being up for along time caused the early contractions and all the blood to pour out. They almost had to send her in for an emergency C-section." He said.

"Does she have to stay here?" Jacob asked.

"They said she's staying for the night but if the contractions come back that she'll need to stay till her due date." He said.

"Wow that would suck. She'd have to be here for months." Seth said with concern.

"Yea, well if you guys want they said we could see her." Sam said.

We all nodded and followed him to her room. We had to take an elevator to the maternity floor. She was in the very first room on the left. As we walked in I could already smell all of the meds they had given her. She was laying there with and IV in her wrist and a heart monitor on the side with straps over her belly. She wake as soon as we walked in. She waved at us and smiled. We spent the rest of the visiting hours there. We practically had to be escorted out because we didn't want to leave. I sure didn't want to leave. With Emily and Ave here I didn't want to go. Emily was like an older sister to me but with a motherly personality. I loved her but not like how I loved Ave. I still hadn't told her about the imprint. She has no idea, I don't think she was ever told about imprinting. I know Emily might of explained it to her once but she might of already forgotten.

I'll just tell her about it the day she decides to see me. If she ever wants to see me again.