Well, I am confused in life ... I lost the love of my life .. I now know he CHEATED on me and I don't know how to react! He is DEAD! and I'm left here with questions beyond belief... I feel this questioning feeling .. now that I look at it .. The guy ... The imprint guy .. He is so .. SEXY!! I feel this ... connection between us !!! UHG!! He is .. just so SEXY!! I don't know what to think .. let alone do .. I want to .... Know this guy .. but at the same time I don't because he killed my mate .. Maybe he wasn't my mate after all? This new guy is sexy .. he is.. Protective and he is ... just warming to my heart! I feel this weird connection towards him ... I feel warm, and tingly, and his scent ... I keep imagining it in my brain! Something about him drives me insane ... and I don't know what it is? I like him ... already? Its odd really .. considering that Jonatan was my mate and now I am sitting here looking stupid ... Why would he cheat on me? I don't get it!!! Maybe it was because I wasn't putting out ... Well, now that I know that he cheated on me I won't put out!! well either way I can't considering he is dead ... WELL that is beside the point!! This new guy though!!!
Johnetta walks into my room and I look up from my bed. I feel a rush of calmness come over me and relax my body.
Johnetta: "How are you doing sweetie?"
Me: "Fine I guess"
She comes and sits on the edge of my bed.
Johnetta: "I have something to tell you .. Well, show you ... "
She stands up and walks to the door. She cracks it open a little bit. She takes a deep breath and she opens the door fully .. I get butterflys in my stomach... I haven't felt that since .. well in the woods ....
Johnetta lets my imprint guy in the room ... I sit there shocked ... Woah ...
Imprint guy: "Hey.."
Me: "Hi?"
Imprint guy: "We need to talk ...."
