Chyanne's point of view:
I sit there in utter shock .. I don't even notice that Mario has a secret .. well I notice I just don't care!! Jonatan is dead! AND, Mario has a secret .. OK maybe I do care .. Just a lot .. I do love him I always will .. I am IN love with Johnetta though .. I don't know what to do ... I want to be with both of them .. I love her and I love him ... I love her more but I love him so much .. we've been through so much together ... I dont know what to think .. I want to be happy ... But Johnetta is acting weird latley ... I'm scared .. what if she's not my imprint and I just think it .. I mean I love her so much but the way she is acting it seems like she's in-love with fucking alexis more then me!! Like WTF! I am really mad at her right now! ... I heard Johnetta talking to Dylan when we were walking how she can tell that Dylan kinda like Alexis .. She can tell because the way he looks at Alexis is the way she looks at Liam .. It hurt me very bad .. I do understand that I still sleep with Mario in the same bed but that does NOT mean that I don't love her .. I just felt that she .. Doesn't really care about me .. And then she had the nerve to ask me out, to be her girl-friend ... WOW!! I feel bad for Alexis and now I am scared that I am going to be left in the dust while Mario and Johnetta find their mates ... I want to be loved!! :(
