Chapter 12: Victoria's Point of View
Ricky and I cannot leave this hotel... Ricky already paid and we don't want to just leave already ... Ricky seems to be fairly angry about Chyanne... She has red glowing eyes and she was paralyzed for like 2 days .. So my question is .. WHYY??!!?? This is always about her! She always has this attention on her! She is such an attention WHORE! I dont understand it I swear this is the weekend when Ricky was going to PROPOSE! I mean he has been acting all sweet and .. we haven't had sex since we have been here... so I dont know honestly I have this feeling that he was going to propose ... but at the same time I feel like he is going to break-up with me ... I'm so honestly scared !!! I don't know!!! But I'm sure not going to ask!! I know he says he loves me but he's been acting like so nice and I'm SOOO scared that he is going t o leave me or something!!! I know this time is supose to be revolved around me and I know that Chyanne is in trouble and I should REALLY care but I DONT?!!?!??? Everyday is revolved around her!! IM SO TIERD OF IT!!! Ricky comes up to me and looks me in the eyes and says "I have to tell you something..."
