There goes the alarm and the sirens go

I didn’t answer him. He asked again.

I just tried to hold in my tears as I finished packing.

“Ohm answer me!” He was angry now.

I turned to face him, tears streaming down my face.

His brown eyes automatically softened.

He knows he fucked up.

He looked so hot though which made me cry even harder.

My heart wanted to just fall into his arms.

To let him use me.

To let him abuse my love for him.

But my brain said no.

There goes the alarm

Now he gotta get you

Same way that they go

Now he gotta get you

There goes the alarm, yeah

Same way that they go

Now he gotta get you, yeah

I wiped away my tears, my hazel eyed hardened

I grabbed my bag and walked past him, keeping composer.

But…..

He caught me by my arm and pulled me to him.

I didn’t want to submit.

I wanted to pull away and just leave.

But his warm embrace kept me from doing so.

I just sunk into his arms.

“It’s okay, Ohmie. I’m so sorry.” he would whisper this repeatedly to me.

Bang bang, two shots fired

Man down, one fool, one liar

Ring ring, trust gone missin'

House on fire, house on fire

Bang bang, two shots fired

Man down, one fool, one liar

Ring ring, trust gone missin'

House on fire

I couldn’t leave him now.

I loved him too much I realized.

He can get better. He can get better.

He can stop his cheating.

I can forgive him.

I can ignore my brain telling me to leave.

To leave and never come back.

And listen to my heart instead.

It tells me that I love him.

I need to stay.

And there goes the alarm ringin' in my head

Like somebody said, "Don't you trust him?" No.

Textin' from his ex, what did you expect?

Now you're lyin' here knowin' where he goes

Now he gotta get you

Karma is a bitch, yeah

Same way that they come that's the way they go

Now he gotta get you

Rewindin' the picture

There goes the alarm and the sirens go

“I knew you wouldn’t leave.” He said.

I didn’t know what he meant by that.

But it doesn’t matter.

I still have him. I still love him.

He can stop the cheating.

The lying.

The abuse on my heart.

I know he can stop.

“Now unpack your stuff and we can have some fun.”

I just nodded.

I forgive him.

I love him.  

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