Promises

Chapter 25 Pt 2

Bahja | Bah-Jah
12:32pm

I was in the living room watching a couple of movies on netflix. I was eating some pickles with takis and hot sauce. My cousin Airel went back home yesterday.

I was just finishing talking to Zonnique. She really want me and Roc back together but I just don't know about that. I told her i'll talk to him today.

I really don't want to I'll just talk to him about our child. I don't want to talk about us right now. I need a little more time to just focus on myself and my child i'm soon about to have.

I grabbed my phone and went to my contacts. I called Roc and it was ringing for 4 times until he answered. He sounded like he been drinking or something.

( On The Phone )
Roc: yo

Me: hey roc

Roc: who this?

Me: it's Bahja

Roc: oh wassup?

Me: i called you to talk to you about our child. i-

Roc: you want to talk about our child? i want to talk about us. how you been gorgeous, aye i'm coming to get you soon oh and hakeem said to message him.

Me: yes roc i wanna talk about our daughter. it's an girl and i don't know about that, i don't need to come back right now. tell him i'll message him after we done talking.

Roc: yo what's yo problem? i said i'm sorry like plenty of times and you don't want to accept my apology. it's an girl? that's wassup.

Me: mhm roc and whatever you shouldn't never did what you did. you took that L so deal with it.

Roc: bit- man you know what.. i'll just get off this phone before it lead to something ugly. i helped yo ass out, remember that. you ain't had shit until you met me, i bought you that house, that car, and everything else. you would've been homeless if you never met me. ungrateful ass little girl.

Me: starts to yell.. you think i care about having that damn place or car you bought. you can shove that shit up yo ass dude, i don't care about any of that shit. i'm not going to be homeless cause i have a mother and father who loves me dearly enough for me to be out in the streets. you think you the shit cause you popular in school, and a thug? you are a heartless ass devil. who fucks over females and i'm ungrateful? but you a whole ass cheater and a liar and a murder. you not loyal at all! I FUCKING HATE YOU!

Roc: yup keep yo word. i'm done wit yo dumb ass. you been a hoe in my eyes. i just wanted to do that shit for the pussy. that's not my child neither, and you can die hoe. i fucked yo best friend before i met yo dumb ass and her pussy better than yours.

Me: the fact that you telling me this is hurting me more and more. you think it's cool to disrespect me, say our child ain't yours, and say you fucked my best friend. i'll keep that in mind and also stay away from me, i'm done with you. i don't want to see you, i wish you were dead. i am so sick of you and your bullshit. you wasn't never real from the jump.

I ended the call and started to bust out in tears. I can't take him anymore. I'm tired of dealing with everything that has to do with him.

I didn't really meant all that. I love Roc but at the same time he doesn't understand how i feel. I'm hurting and he's just think it's cool for me to come back.

I received an imessage as i was wiping my face. I grabbed my phone and looked at the message. It was Hakeem. I hope he doesn't talk to me about Roc.

Keem: wassup sis

Me: hey hakeem

Keem: how you been?

Me: i'm been doing fine.

Keem: i heard you and roc into it again..

Me: i really don't want to talk about that right now.

Keem: okay sis how's my niece or nephew.

Me: it's an girl and she's been good besides being stubborn and not letting me sleep really.

Keem: hell yea 💯 i'm having a gorgeous ass niece. my nephew going to be happy to have a sister on the way.

Me: ❤️ exactly. i'm happy for him lol but how's you and zonnique?

Keem: we been straight. we been missing you a lot, and she told me y'all talked to each other. i'm with her right now and Roc.

Me: that's nice i'm glad y'all been good. tell her i said hey girl.

Keem: she said hello lol she's drunk.

Me: 😂 oh lord. you better take good care of her. I miss y'all too. i'm not coming back until i'm finished with this pregnancy.

Keem: oh alright.. how long is that?

Me: i'm 8 months now. i got 1 more month and i'll be having her.

Keem: i'll be there me, daysha and roc and zonnique. i don't wanna miss that experience.

Me: lol 😅 i bet you don't. that's fine wit me but Roc? he can't come we ain't together anymore and there's never going to be a us again. today was the last straw.

Keem: y'all know y'all can't get over each other just like that. 😴 y'all is like us, y'all argue and fight a lot but as if you know he's talking about you right now. He actually crying like a bitch.

Me: 🙄 i don't know why but that's hilarious.

Keem: he's coming with us to see his child being born. i don't care if you don't like it or you do 💯 that's y'all daughter father, you can't do that to her. she needs both of her parents in her life just like Alden need both of his parents in his life.

Me: okay whatever. 😒 it's just only going to be about my daughter. he don't even claim her so what the fuck.

Keem: i'll handle that but don't do that. don't put her into y'all fights and arguments, y'all are parents now. y'all gotta cowork or something. she don't need to be in the middle of that bullshit. 😐

Me: okay i hear you. i gotta go you making me miss half of my movie.

Keem: alright big head i love you always ❤️💯

Me: of course you do, i love you more brother 😘🤞🏽

I put my phone down and finish watching television and eating my snacks. I will have to think about what Hakeem said. I'm not sure if me and Roc should be around each other.

I'll have to think hard about that one. But he's right my daughter need both parents in her life and i'm not that type of person to not let Roc see his child. I don't know it's just to much going on.

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