The book of rants.

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I cry myself to sleep a lot just thinking about my negative thoughts... Man how much I miss him, I just can't get my mind to concentrate on one thing about school but when I hear your name my mind goes completely blank then I start thinking about the past. Ugh, man I become so upset when you think you aren't enough, it makes me sad.. Even if you thought you were not enough i felt bad because I thought I was such a negative person that I ruined a part of you but I'm so glad that you're still fine.. I really wish that we'd still have the same connection that we had before, luckily we still talk but one day I have a feeling that you'll never talk to me ever again..