"GET OUT OF BED AND OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU WORTHESS LITTLE SLUT!"
"FUCK YOU DRUNK ASS"
*BAM!*
He punched Alex in the jaw causing her to fall to the ground crying her eyes out
"GET READY AND GET OUT BITCH!"
"Fine!"
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Well this is gonna be a shitty day. Meh nothing new, I go to the bathroom and change into my "Escape the fate" hoodie, black ripped skinnys, and high top converses. I then do my makeup, which just mascara, winged eyeliner, eyebrows, an super full coverage foundation and concealer. I don't like the foundation and concealer, I have perfectly clear smooth skin, but it covers the bruises from my dad speaking of bruises I gotta cover my eye, and jaw, and my lip is busted open. "FUCKING GREAT!" I yell. I then fix my snake bites and my septum ring and run out of the house..
Then I get on the bus. I sit in the very back alone and turn on "Ashley" by Escape the fate in my ear buds.
We arrive at the school and I walk in... And so my day begins....
**AT SCHOOL**
As I walk through the doors I feel the familiar rush of pain in my body, I can hear all the whispers, I can hear the mocking, the taunting, it's all a sudden rush to me. As I open my locker the notes all fall out like usual, "Ugly" "slut" "kill yourself" "worthless bitch" "rot in hell". I began to cry not caring at this point, with tear filled eyes and a death wish bigger then ever I walk away, but I run into someone. "Oh my god!, I am so sorry, I'm so clumsy, are you okay?!"
Wow.. Was all I could think...
His piercing blue eyes, it's like he Was looking into my heart, like I was looking at a fresh cut diamond, like a drop in the ocean.
I was snapped out of my daze
"Oh my god are you in a coma?!, I killed a girl on my first day!"
"Oh no I'm fine" I say laughing, this was a real laugh, I haven't had one of those since before my mom died..
Wow...
"Oh my god did I do that to your lip?!"
"Oh no I um, I ran into a door I'm clumsy too"
"Awwwwww the little bitch wants pity" speaks the voices in my head
"Oh okay good, well I mean not good but like, I'm glad I didn't do it, but like it's not good that it happened"
"Chill it's fine" I say laughing again
"Okay good, my names Dallas btw. Dallas grey, and you are?"
"Oh right, Alex. Alex guilbert.."
And that's when everything started....
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Losing alex
FanfictionOh good ol Alex guilbert, 16 and suicidal. Anorexic, depressed, and suicidal. Cutter, burner, sums up her. Shitty life, mother died when she was 10, she lives with her abusive/alcoholic excuse for a father. She wants to die, she going over the edge...
