A Gangster's Love (CURRENTLY BEING REVISED)

Chapter 62

A/N: Hey yow beauties! Well it's me again! Hahaha. Pilit na update lang ito kaya't pagpasensyahan niyo na kung sabaw ha? Mahal ko naman kayo eh. Ayyie! Kiligin kayo, ples!

Anyways, I dedicate this chapter to JustKristel bec. she sent me a message two weeks ago that really made my day. Thank you Kristel!(?) xX

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-Chelsey's POV-

Near shall I falter, near shall I fail.

(I don't give chapter titles anymore but I just feel like giving this short update one.)

I woke up feeling my heavy head. As I open my eyes, the pink ceiling of my room and the relaxing and sweet candy smell of my comfy pillow welcomed me. I'm home already? Parang kanina lang ay nakikipag kuwentuhan pa ako sa mga girlfriends ko. Paanong nangyaring dito sa bahay na ako nagising? At bakit kakagising ko lang? I am totally confused right now. Hindi ko alam kung bakit at paano ako nakauwi dito ngayon. All I can recall was Alecson and I's talk inside the gang's VIP room, me telling the girls everything, the walk to the parking lot, Allyson being teased by Ellyza about being fat and... and... seeing... him at my school. That's right! I remember seeing JC sunbae.  I lost consciousness right after I saw him.

I bit my lower lip as his face and the memories he left started flashing back like a wave of pain and it was slowly drowning my heart. I never thought I would see him again after a year or so and that remembering his memories would still hurt this much. I know that I have already moved on. Pero masakit pa rin pala. Don't get me wrong, I love Jade Alecson, I really do. Pero sobrang dami at lalim ng pinagsamahan namin ni JC na kahit ilang taon pa ang lumipas, kahit ilang patong ang gawin, parang malabo nang makalimutan ito. And now, reminiscing everything I had with him, it's like opening the freshly closed wounds that can be sealed but never healed. I gulped. Bakit muli siyang nagbalik? What does he need with me? Hindi sa pagiging asyumera, pero hindi naman siya siguro pupunta sa school ko at magpapakita sa akin kung wala siyang kailangan hindi ba? Or am I just jumping into conclusions again? Well there is only one way to find out. And I intend to do it on my own.

Hindi na kailangan pang madamay ang iba pa. Especially... Alecson. Alecson! Upon the thought of his name, kaagad kong hinagilap ang phone ko at nakita ang 30 messages at 20 missed calls. All from him! Binasa ko ang ilan sa mga ito.

From: Jade Alecson

Babe, I'm on my way to pick you up.

Babe, you left the VIP room. God... jeez! Where r u?

Didn't I tell you to wait for me? F-ried chicken!

What the fu-dge Chelsey Ellyse! Where on earth are you?!

I can't fu-dging find you! Bolshi-e! 

I'm really worried right now babe, please tell me where you are... =[

Hindi ko alam kung magwo-worry or matatawa ako sa mga text niya. Pigil na pigil ang pagmumura niya. Ang pinakaunang text niya ay noong 4:30PM pa at 6:00PM naman ang pinakahuli pati na ang calls. Nung paalis kami ng school ay 3:30PM palang. At ngayon ay 7:00PM na. Bakit kaya hindi na ulit siya nagtext or tumawag? Baka naman... pumunta na siya dito sa bahay? Knowing him, hindi iyon mapapakali hangga't hindi ako nakakausap. I smiled at that thought. Mamaya ko nalang siya irereply, sisilipin  ko muna kung nasa baba siya! Hihi. Umayos ako ng upo at naghahanda ng tumayo. Nailapag ko na ang dalawa kong paa sa sahig nang narinig ko ang mahinang pagbukas at pagsara ng pinto.