Stay ✔

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And although it's going alright
I still can't help but wonder

Will I make it to next year?
Will I make it to tomorrow?
Will I make it to bed tonight?

And I see everyone
Y'all got a good life

But what am I?

And life's like a movie
But with so many plot twists and bad decisions
And life's like a song
With a melody
That makes you kinda suicidal

And we still sing along with every step we take

Everything is going wrong but
I guess I'm okay

I don't work to hard like everyone else
They forget what they really like
And they're just there

Waking up to drink coffee
Going to bed stressing about life

And although it's going alright for you
You still can't help but wonder

Will you make it to next year?
Will you make it to tomorrow?
Will you make it to bed tonight?

And you see everyone
They have a good life

And you don't
You really don't

So what are you?

And life's like a movie with tears of joy and tears of sadness
And life's like a song
With lyrics
That tell you to jump off a bridge

And we still sing along even though we have no idea what it says

Everything is going wrong
But you still say you're okay

You don't have bruises on your skin
Like other kids
And your parents
They care
But other people's don't

Waking up to screams and shouts
Going to sleep with another red bruise

And everyone is drinking
And getting high
Way up to the sky
Way up to the stars

And you don't really like
That sometimes we think
we're not okay the way we are
And we still try to be
Like everybody else

Racing away to the city
To the suburbs
Because that's better than being alone

But doesn't it seem ridiculous?
To watch the summer go away
Just like the months you spent in school
At home
At work
Doing what
Everybody else does

And although it's going alright
I still can't help but wonder

Will we make it to bed tonight?
And every other night?