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this is kind of a filler:/finns pov
i cant believe i'm doing this. i'm finally going to clear up things with jack, kind of.
yes i'll admit i was a dick to him. i was a fucking dick to him. and that makes me hate myself. but not only was i a dick to him.
i lied to him.
i told him i regretted meeting him. that was a lie.
i told him i didn't love him. that was also a lie.
i told him i was straight. that was also a fucking lie.
i called him many ugly things like faggot, slut, and cheater. but i didn't mean any of that. i was just mad with myself. i was mad because i didn't have the guts to come out.
i hurt him real bad. and everyday i wake up with that pain. and i want that pain to stop.
every night i hope i'll wake up feeling nothing and forgetting what i did to jack. but when i wake up all i remember is the night i fucked up. the night i broke him.
but not only did i break him. i broke myself.
YOU ARE READING
take what you want and go -fack
Fanfiction"it's been 2 years and i still can't forget you" /book 1/