right when i stepped out of his car as he opened the door for me, i knew this wasn't the best decision we could have come up tonight.
i regretted looking up for i was almost blinded because of the endless flashes of cameras. I covered my eyes and Jaebum hugged me tighter pulling me into his denim jacket and i buried my face on his chest, flinching when my cheeks made contact wih his cold gold chain necklaces.
"Look over here please, Jay Park"
"IU, please show your face!"
"please let us get a picture of you two!"
"can we ask a few questions?"
"what can you say about the haters?"
we can't even move from where we are standing. i tapped on Jaebum's chest making him look down to me.
"can we please get out of here?" i whispered to him before burying my face to his chest and stuffing myself into his denim jacket.
"sure baby, let's do that, shall we?" he said which i responded with a nod.
He opened the door for me and went in himself too but he was being chased by a paparazzi so he had to push away the camera which was just probably centimeters away from his face.
"shit" he hissed making me flinch, the paps have now crowded in front of his car. Seriously they're being so annoying now. Jaebum honked multiple times making them all go out of the way.
"i'm so sorry for what happened out there, babe. Let's just have dinner at my place, okay? i'll cook." i smiled at him when he glanced and winked at me quickly and looked back straight to the road.
I was so disappointed, i should have expected it anyway. what made me think those paparazzi's will let us have a nice peaceful dinner date?
"i'm really sorry, Ji eun-ah. I should have expected this would have happen, i shouldn't have asked you for a public dinner date." i frowned. i don't want Jaebum to feel like this is his fault.
"no honey, this isn't your fault. i understand. it's not our fault, okay?" he smiled at me while taking my hand and kissed the back of it gently.
I really don't want Jaebum to feel bad and blame himself for the fans' disapproval to our relationship. we've been dating for 9 months now and we just recently made it public. As expected, our fans response wasn't good. They think we don't fit together well, that we are too different from each other. His fans don't like me and my fans don't like him either, i'm sad that his fans don't like me and i'm very disappointed of my fans as well. what's so wrong with our relationship? what's so bad about two opposite people being in love?
i looked over to him who is wearing a white ripped jeans and a distressed black shirt with various english words written all over it, a denim jacket and lots of gold accessories hanging on his neck and on both of his wrists. I looked down to my baby pink dress with little flower embroideries. Yes, we don't dress alike, our genres of music are different, we don't have the same hobbies, we have different interests. Yet we love each other and we know that, how hard is it to accept the fact that we are together? i would've understood that our fans were shocked but it has been a month since we revealed our relationship to the public yet all these buzz are still not going away.
"babe, are you okay? stop thinking about it okay? i'm cooking omellete for dinner." Jaebum waved his hands in front of my face making me snap back to reality.
"Oh, we're here already?" I looked around the parking lot and accepted his hands that he extended to help me up.
He instantly pulled me into hug right when i stood up. "stop stressing yourself, eh? we can always have a decent dinner date next time, for now let's just have our usual improvised candle lit dinner like always." he said and planted a kiss on the top of my head.
