Scars

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But her face seems slowly sinking wasting

Crumbling like pastries

And they scream the worst things in life come free to us.

♡Pattons pov♡
        "Yeah! Yeah! See I knew you could do it!"
       I seen logan smile a little at me, this was his first time skating without falling, I'm so proud of him!

Virgils pov
"Alright, alright. That's enough skating for me."
"Aw man really? You were getting the hang of it!"
"No its not that it's that my legs hurt. Wanna go home to rest?"
"Of course."

I teleported us home.
"Alright im going to my room to sleep for awhile"
"Alrightt"

I headed to my room but didn't sleeep. 
I looked over at the razor I used for self harming, with blood stained on it beyond dry.

It's strange.. how muh longer should I keep this my secret...? I don't think I should it hurts really bad and I don't know how to deal with it.... the blood is stained in my coat its... being washed now, although.. This is a bad thing it's been a month since a relapsed.. I'm doing okay but, My scars..
Just.
Wont.
Heal..

I'm in my room with a few bruises on my legs, not from the cutting but from falling down, I eventually got used to it and learned from it but I was still horrible at it, but better. I sighed. I heard roman in his room playing Disney songs, singing along with the songs, God he is a dork. I giggled and smiled. Then I had the best Idea.

I quickly jumped off of my bed and headed to Romans room

◇♡Romans pov♡◇

Virgil entered my room,
At the worst time ever
I was on my bed jumping up and down, a brush in my hand, using it as a microphone or something- Whatever, I was singing along to disney songs, then
Virgil entered my room
He looked at me smirking,

"Dork~"

And like that, my face was red again, Blushing I dropped the brush and froze, then I jumped off my bed and turned off the music. And headed over to virgil. "Alright what do you want "Hot topic~" "

He blushed at me using the little nickname I gave him.

"This."

He kissed me blushing, I kissed back smiling.

After a minute he let go, Both of us panting, lightly

"But.. I also.. have something else to tell you..."

Virgils pov●

"What?"

I can't belive I'm telling him this.. he will be crushed..

It's for my own good...

I sat down on the bed, Patting a seat down next to me he sat.

I took off my jacket.

"I did this to myself...

And.
I.
Need.
Help.
Now.

I heard a glitch in my voice, And slapped my mouth.

Roman was almost in tears, looking at my deep, deep, cuts...

"T-they won't heal, And I.."
"I haven't relapsed I promise not since 2 months ago. I promise."

"You need help you shouldn't have done this to yourself"

Roman grabbed my hand "c'mon, we need to wash these."

He washed my cuts and wrapped my arms in bandages

"Hopefully that will help."
He looked at me and sighed
"Virgil, this can be really bad, it could hurt you badly the way you act, And.. well.. the way thomas acts, That's why he's been acting weird 2 months ago.."

I looked down and hugged roman

♡◇Romans pov◇♡

After all that happend, We watched a movie, of course virgil fell asleep cuddling against me. later I fell asleep after..

~yay another time skip~

"Come on wake up Hot Topic."

His eyes fluttered open looking up at me and I smiled, Ad he quickly got up, as I sat up.
"O-ow.."
"What?"
"It's nothing is just my whole body aches.."
"That's not nothing."
"How's your arms they feel any better?"
"No not really."

I frowned at him "Get better.."
"I'm trying."

"Let's get our mind off all this dark stuff... I can smell patton making breakfast"

Virgils pov
He grabbed my hand, before I could put on my coat I quickly grabbed my hoodie and walked out.

Everything still hurts..

I'm limping a little

Logans pov
More clues they are dating.
They woke up at the same time :0

((Okay why XD )

♡Pattons pov♡
I just got finished cooking. :D
Roman and virgil entered at the right time.

Romans pov
I look around
"Uhh, Logan you're staring a bit..."

"No I'm not."
I look over at patton who is smiling at me.
"Ooooh pancakes"
"Pattoncakes-"
I laughed at dad's pun, and grab a plate.
I finish putting toppings on and start eating, as virgil sits next to me, we have a small conversation while we eat.

Logans pov
*gasp* they are sitting next to eachother :0

Omg they are talking :O

Virgils pov
Me and roman are both laughing about what happend yesterday, We put ourself in our own little space in order for the others not to hear our conversation.

I get up and grab my plate, wash it and put it away.

((That's it for now! I'm updating asap, Because Ik what exactly to do >:3




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