BEFORE I LET YOU GO [JOSHBIE]

I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO

BARBIE'S POV

I don't know what to feel...  There's a part of me asking kung bakit kailangan pa niyang itago ang lahat sa akin.... But there's a part of me na nagui guilty because i let him go and i didn't took chances to really know the truth..... if only i knew i will never let him go... aalagaan ko siya... i will never let him feel uncared.... but life is never as you want it.... and here i am staring at him waiting for him to wake.... if i only knew.... if he only told me the truth...... then.. i finally saw his eyes.... he's waking...

Barbie: Josh!

Joshua:Barbie?

he's catching his breath... alam kong nahihrapan siyang magsalita..... but i need to know something

Barbie: why did you hide this from me?

my tears started to fall

Joshua: Barbie don't...don't cry.. please stop... crying

i couldn't help it...alam kong ayaw niya kong nakikitang umiiyak but him telling me to stop crying makes it harder to stop.... kahit na ganto na ung lagay niya.. he still cares.. ayaw niya pa rin akong umiyak.. i was wrong.... very wrong.. i wish i could bring back time but i couldn't...

Barbie: Josh...

Joshua: that's the reason why i don't want you to know... it will hurt you.. it will make you cry.... hindi ka pa handa na mawala ako.... ayokong makitang nasasaktan ka the way i see my family cry because of me...

Barbie: pero nung inaway kita bkit hanggang dun never mo pa rin sinabi... sana hindi kita pinakawalan...

Joshua: I don't want you to think na ginagamit ko ang sakit ko to win you back.. ndi ako ganon... you see barbie... ayokong masaktan ka... that's how i loved you.. i am willing to sacrifice everything maging masaya ka lng... kaya i thought na ok na rin na pinakawalan mo ako.. kesa manatili kang sa akin pero lagi ka lng iiyak.. lagi ka lang masasaktan.. ayokong matali ka sa isang relationship na ndi magtatagal... barbie mamamatay ako and ayokong matali ka sa mga pangako kong ndi na magkakatotoo... i'm really sorry barbie...

Barbie: no.. i will never let you go... i was wrong josh.... please let me love you again...lease... kahit anong mngyari ndi kita papakawalan... i love you.... i love you so much....

Joshua: barbie...

Barbie:don't talk please.... wag mo pagudin ang sarili mo

Joshua: barbie i love you

Barbie: i love you too....

TBC