Ang Probinsyana (Completed)

Chapter 31

LUKAS

I feel like I'm a different person. I always have this feeling that something's missing in my life.

I just woke up one day and was told I got myself into a car accident. Everything before the accident seems vague. I can't remember anything. I can't even remember the names of the people around me. Kristina just told me that she was my fiancee and we're bound to marry each other. She said I was a CEO of a certain company. Noong una hindi ako naniniwala pero noong nakita ko ang mga patunay at mga larawan, nakumpira kong totoo nga iyon. As time goes by, pieces of my my past are slowly showing. I remember myself waking up in the middle of the night na punong puno ng pawis. I dreamed about this girl. She seems so close to me yet I can't see her face clearly.

Unti-unting naging normal ang buhay ko. I continued running our family's company. It has been almost 4 years since the accident. Kristina's always there for me. She's the one who helped me stand on my feet again. I remember small details about my past, about my parents, my childhood friends but recent memories before the accident was a blur to me. I have a monthly check up with my doctor, palagi kong sinasabi sa kanya ang mga panaginip ko and also the things that trigger my memories. Madalas sumakit ang ulo ko. I asked my doctor kung may pag asa pa bang makaalala ako, he said it was a 50-50 case. Walang kasiguraduhan, pero hindi niya rin sinasarado ang posibilidad na makakaalala pa ako. He said it's better not to force myself to remember what really happened in the past, mas maiging hayaan ko daw itong bumalik ng kusa but I just can't wait. I feel like there's something I should know.

GAIL

"Mommy,can I have my coo-kie after thish milk?", Xander cutely asked me with his tiny voice. HIndi ko mapigilang mangiti sa anak ko. He's so cute with his baby accent. I am giving him his milk for the day. Nasa kitchen kami. It's a saturday kaya it's a mommy and baby Xander's day. Tita and Tito are both out for their business. Qoaquin's also out dahil may importanteng lakad and si Zara naman nag grocery, she was so excited to buy Xander toys along her way. Spoiled na talaga ang batang ito sa kanila. Simula nang ipinanganak ko si Xander, dito na ako tumira ng permanente kina Tita. They were so happy with baby Xander. Malaking tulong din sa akin ang presence nila dahil first time mom ako, kailangan ko ng gabay ni Tita. I attended seminars that are intended for the first time mommies. Zac even joined me during the seminars. Yes, Zac is still here with me. He's baby Xander's Godfather. He's really a loyal friend. Pinanindigan niya talaga ang sinabi niyang, andyan lang siya for me. I am actually surprised na hindi siya nagsasawang samahan ako sa mga lakad ko kasama si baby Xander. Isa din siya sa mga nags-spoil sa anak ko. Nang nag 1 year old si baby Xander , nag hanap ulit ako ng trabaho. Kinailangan kong gawin iyon dahil kailangan kong paghandaan ang paglaki ni Baby Xander. Hindi naman pwedeng umasa nalang ako habambuhay kina tita. Noong una, ayaw akong payagan nina Tito dahil hindi na naman daw kailangan iyon, ngunit nagpumilit talaga ako. Kumuha ako ng yaya for baby Xander para kapag wala ako sa umaga for work, may magbabantay sa kanya. Though nandyan naman sina Tita para bantayan si Baby Xander gusto ko rin na may kasalitan sila. Gabi gabi naman ako ang nagpupuyat for baby Xander. Plinano ko ngang bumukod noon pero hindi ako pinayagan nina tita kaya hinayaan ko nalang iyon dahil malaking tulong din iyon na nandoon sila samantalang wala ako sa bahay, atleast panatag ako.

"Of course baby, just finish this first okay?", sabay abot ko sa kanya sa gatas niya. He's really the cutest. Lahat ng pagod ko pagkatapos ng trabaho ko araw-araw ay nawawala kapag nakikita ko na ang anak ko.

"Guess who's here!", narinig kong sigaw ni Zac sa may pinto ng kitchen. Agad napalingon si Xander sa kanya.

"Tito Dada!", sigaw niya sabay takbo papunta kay Zac. Napailing nalang ako nang nakitang iwan niya doon sa mesa ang gatas niya.