Just friends?!

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did you know that sex can improve memory in women.

finna be having a lot of sex ;)

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Billies POV

Belinda is my name but I got by Billie. I am a nerd, yes you guessed it all the cliché shit that comes with it is what happens to me. I used to be a carefree teenager until the day I lost my best friend. No, he didn't die he got popular and ditched me because I'm not like them.

Every day is like the same old story, going to school, getting bullied coming home to an abusive boyfriend of my mum. It's a repeat cycle and I want to escape it. I do. I can't live a life where I get abused by my mum's boyfriend who threatens me that if I tell, he will rape me.

I woke up and took a quick shower and got dressed in clothes that I think are still the thing right now which was jeans and a long sleeve shirt.

I look at myself in the mirror. I saw a broken girl who wants to get up. Someone who had just had enough of all the shit she gets put through. I rolled up my sleeve and saw new marks on there and older ones.

I know what I'm doing isn't thinking all the pain away.

For me, it's like getting relief. Ok, let me explain something. You know how boys bang girls to get a release that the same as me but I cut.

I grabbed my bag and put my books in there and started walking out of the living and I could hear moans coming from the kitchen. The fact that he is cheating on my mum makes my stomach twist.

I walk because I don't want to hear my mums boyfriend getting it on. I walked to school thinking about how different my life would have been if my father took me with him. How different everything would be.

"Ohhh look who it is, a lame-ass who still wears 1800 clothing." I hear a high pitched voice coming from the car.

"My shocked that, that tiny brain of yours even knows that that year exists." I say and keep on walking.

"Excuse me. When I'm talking to you look at me and don't walk away." She said and I kept on walking.

"When she talking to you, you look at her." One of her minions Grace said pulling my hair.

"What do you want?" I asked looking at her. She was drinking a green ugly looking smoothie that's'HEALTHY'.

"You've been on my nerves these past few days." She walks towards me and everyone circled us watching what was going to happen what the nerd meets queen slut.

"You think you are cute don't you?" She said as pulled my hair. I cried in pain.

"This outfit is really cute." She said.

"Where did you get it from? The bin?" You could hear ohhhh and get roasted nerd.

"Hello, I'm talking to you." She clicks her Kylie Jenner nails in my face.

"And I'm not talking to you."

"First you walk away when I'm talking to you. Then you talk back. Bitch you're going to get it." She slapped me. The same cheek Dan my mother's boyfriend slapped me on last night.

"What's wrong? What happened to that smart mouth of yours now?" She said with a smirk.

"That's right bitch, shut the fuck up." She opened her drink and poured it on my head. People started laughing while others took pictures of me. I started crying. My eyes meet some green ones.

Ones that used to make me smile. Ones that cared for me and they are now standing there and watching.

I run to the bathroom crying. I washed most of the green stuff from my head, dried my hair with the hair drier that was in there. I stayed in the bathroom until the first bell rang meaning that homegroup had started.

I walked out of the school gates. I kept walking until a dirt road and walked up that road and saw a treehouse and went in there.

We built this treehouse when we were in year five with the help of our parents.

I looked at it and nothing had changed everything was in the same place where we had left it. I sat down on the bean bag and looked around and saw pictures of us smiling.

Thinking back to those days made me sad. I miss days where my life was normal. I had two loving parents no, wasn't bullied and had a best friend.

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I woke up from and looked at the time and it was 2:12 pm. I had been here from most of the school day. I started walking back there because I had drama, which was my favourite subject.

I arrived and the first bell had rung and I walked to my class and took a sit on the ground in the far corner since it was my spot. I knew it the class had started and we started acting.

I loved acting I want to make it my job when I'm older and also into modelling. I knew what you must be thinking about how a nerd can be an actor.

Never judge a book by its cover.

"Ok class the bell is going to ring and I want you guys to evaluate the musical we all event and saw on Monday. That's due on Friday and if you don't hand it in you will fail this whole unit." Ms Brown said and the bell rang.

"Billie can I please see you." My heart started beating fast. It was getting much harder to breathe.

"Don't worry you are not in trouble. I have good news." She said and took a side behind her desk and I stood in front of her.

"You have a passion for acting and modelling. I have a friend of mine who is looking for someone to model for them. I was wondering if you wanted to do that?" She asked. I couldn't believe what she had side.

"Yes, that would be amazing, thank you so much." At least one good thing has happened today.

"Ok, since I know that you are head in every subject they were wondering if they can meet you next week."

"Yeah, I'm free what time?"

"It would be during school, don't worry, you won't miss anything important." She said.

"I'm down for that." I say.

"Thank you, I knew you would it," she smiled.

"Thank you for picking me." I say.

"No thank you." We said our goodbyes. I went to my locker and grabbed my books so that I could study if I get home.

I arrived home and there was no car there meaning I had the house to myself. I cooked food and ate and did the dishes and went to my room. I started doing my homework until I fell asleep with a smile on my face, at least something good happened today.

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HEY, GUYS, I HAVE COMPLETELY CHANGED THE BOOK, SOME OF YOU GUYS READ The Bad Boys Girl, I felt as if that book is childish and what am I saying all my books are childish, thank you so much for picking to read this book hope you like it and I might do a casting show.

IF YOU HAVEN'T, GO CHECK OUT MY OTHER BOOK CALLED The Gang leaders Girl IT'S FINISHED AND NOW I'M GOING TO BE FOCUSING ON THIS BOOK.

HOPE YOU ENJOY IT EVEN THOUGH IT'S GOING TO HAVE SO MANY ERRORS IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED I CAN'T WRITE FOR SHIT. 

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