So for all of you that don't know I hurt my knee pretty badly like I may need surgery but that's not why I'm writing this chapter it's just some background to make it make sense. So pretty much it was the end of the day and my knee was aching pretty badly so everyone went out on one more boat ride, but me and my uncle stayed behind (because he hurt his back badly) and his back has been hurt since he was in school but it's really started hurting him in the last three years. So anyway we were just fishing and having a casual conversation when suddenly he tells me how he wishes that he was in heaven he said that he wouldn't kill himself because he thinks that it's dumb and just hurts everyone around you. I was pretty much speechless .
