"I don't have a personality disorder!"

Back Story

Narrater:

Growing up as a little girl, she never got along with her parents. She would cover her ears with her hands and sing lalala as loud as she could until the fighting stops. She watched her daddy hit her mummy serval times but because she was young, she had to watch her mother suffer for loving this monster. Then came the day we're her mother said that she has had enough with her fathers actions, she could see her mother breaking down even more everyday  and the bruises on her body getting worse. It was 2:43AM , that her father was brutally stabbed serval times in the heart outside the family home. As the little 5 year old girl sat in the police waiting room even though her father was a monster, she was still upset. Her mother grabbed her two hands and looked her in the eyes and said "Everything is gonna be okay, I promise" and squeezed her little hand twice then disappeared with the police. That was the last time she saw her mother again because her mother was the one who stabbed daddy to death, so now this poor little girl has no parents to look after her. She was forced to be asked questions of the death of her dad and the investigation towards her mother. "Did you hear any screaming?" , "Did you see any blood" , "Did mummy ever try to hurt you?" , "Have you been sexually abused before?" . All these questions were too much for the little 5 year old girl and she ran out the room crying straight to her grand parents, who she lived with since she was 18 but was a very independent girl and had her own secret life or maybe three. She hid all of her emotions under the surface but she could wake up a completely different person , literally. She has been struggling with mental health since she was a little girl, having such a traumatic experience happen to her at such a young age it has effected her life ever since. Her grandparents tried everything to help her with her mental health but it's hard when you have no money to support hospital and counseling funds. It's not like they didn't want to help her , it was just a money problem and they tried there hardest to help support the little girl but it was hard without her mother there. Her mother is aware of her daughters condition and is trying to get out of prison early for good behavior but no matter how good you are it's hard to get out of prison for stabbing someone to death. Her daughter now lives a very confused , complicated life well three life's now. Since she was a little girl she made up these three characters in her head , who she now believe is all three of them. Someday she will wake up with a stuck up attitude and believe she's better than everyone else in the room, the hot blonde popular cheerleader who everybody adores and it's not so hard to get in her pants even though she is claimed to be loyal to her sweetheart boyfriend , who she treats like shit along with her 3 close cheerleader friends at school. It's not that rare anymore to see this girl piss drunk in class and especially at parties, it's the normal everyday life for her. Someday's she will wake up in a terrible mood, waking up and already feeling depressed with the world, she listens to hard rock mental music, keeps to herself and works at a tattoo parlor. She's the emo one, the one that wears black clothes , heavy eye liner and believes everything in life is pointless and depressing, she doesn't have many friends besides her colleagues at work and the guy she drools over at her work everyday, the one person who she can say makes her happy even if it's just for a second but she won't ever have a chance with him. Then some days she will wake up as a pure nature and animal loving , lesbian self. She works as a registered nurse and a full time vegan also is deeply in love with her girlfriend that she met in a animal protest rally. She has a very loving , kind personality and really cares about saving people and animals. Her girlfriend always jokes around on how she can be one person one day and a different person the next , but she wasn't joking. She could wake up and be anyone ? She could wake up and think she's a serial killer ? She could wake and think she's a terrorist? She could wake and think she's an animal? She could wake up and be normal again. But we will not know until she wakes up but more importantly, why is she playing three different people, hurting everyone around her and lying to everyone and how has no one picked up that there is something wrong with her and who is this girl..?