MIRROR AND I

MIRROR AND I

Today again I failed.

Again I got insulted by others.

Again I didn't complete my work.

Again I don't have any excuse .

Again I had to listened another story.

And again I am repeating all these words.

Today I want an answer.

Hey god, can you give me an answer?

Hey, you are listening or not.

Give me an answer you know everything .

Tell me why I failed always .

But again I don't get the answer.

Again god didn't help me.

Again I ask myself ... should I ask my friend ? No .

They will not understand my feelings.

Ummm should I ask my parents ?

No no no I can't .. yesterday my father scolded me .

and my mother also supported him.

Then who will help ?

And again I am weeping .

Again my heart is getting pain. Now I am not able to think . I want to die.

But again I can't

because I don't have guts. I am crying . I should not weep now .

I should wash my eyes .otherwise anyone will come .

Now let's go to the washroom . I got up and i was going in front of the mirror.

I see myself in front the Mirror .

suddenly I am looking at myself continue. I am not able to understand what is happening.

I am scared. I don't know why I am staring myself.

Few minute after I feels that I am taking myself in front of the mirror.

I am confused what is happening.

But I don't want to leave. I don't want to go back .

Somewhere I am getting myself Then few minutes after I heard something .

" Hey "

Who said hey ...

What is happening

Again another sound come .

" Hey look at me "

I scared .. I want to go back .

" Hey look at me .. don't go back. "

" Just look in the mirror. "

" I am you "

" I am your answer " I stopped..

mirror is talking with me or I am in the mirror .

I said ..

hey

Mirror replied : hey .... what happened.

Now I feel comfortable .

I said you can not understand my feeling because you are the mirror.

Mirror : why you cry every time .

Me : because I failed again and again and again .

Mirror : who told you that you failed.

Me : rubbish !! I know myself I failed many times .

Mirror : tell me in which race you failed.

Me : I didn't participate any race .

Mirror : then how you failed ?

I was thinking myself how i failed ?

I am not in the race then how i failed.

Mirror : what you are thinking tell me.

Me : i ..i..i..i am not good in study.

Mirror : so .

Me : but my parents only depend on a studies.

Mirror : so... just do

Me : they don't know that nowadays so many opportunities came .. technologies and modernisation came. I can do another thing .

Mirror : what you want to be .

Me : I don't know but I am doing engineering..

Mirror : but you are not good in study.

Me : ya but I am an average student. I never failed in school.

Mirror : then why you cry always. Why you slap yourself ?

Me : because I don't have any talent .

My friends are good in music and others are good in sports.

and they all have a relationship.

Mirror : ohh you are feeling jealousy.

Me : no I respect them but I am not like my friends they are active .

Mirror : and what's your friends doesn't have .

Me : i am 6ft they are not.

I respect others talent But they tease. Somewhere I am good in other activity .

They have some bad habits but I don't have...

Mirror : it means you are better than your friends.

Me : I don't know but maybe I am good.

Mirror : but you failed . Have you ever complete your race.

Me : I told you I am not in the race .

Mirror : if you in the race then ?

Me : I don't care how many participates are there . How many students are sitting in the exam hall? They all are not my body parts why I count people .. if I am going to give an exam that time I have a one pan , one sheet , 3 hours ,one mind I will write myself .. I don't care who is writing or not.

Mirror : if you are not in the race . If you don't care how many people's are participating . Then why you cry.

I was looking continuously in the mirror.

I started thinking all of my failures.

I started thinking how many times I didn't understand my reality.

I took long breath .. and see the Mirror.

My eyes are shining now . And I have only one word to say in front of the Mirror.

Thank you Mirror

Now I got my answer Now I knew who I am .

Only you can give my answer .

The only mirror can solve my problem.

It means only I can do what I want to do.

It means only I can care myself .

Only I can motivate myself.

Only MIRROR AND I ...........