Big Girl

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Nobody wants a big girl with big hands and big feet
Nobody wants a big girl with big thighs, shut lips and wide eyes

My curvatures aren't sharp enough to cut through skin yet I am bleeding

Clogged up heart
Soul of iron

All these walls and yet I am still not immune to the fire

Carved out of rock yet I am a boulder
I need to cry but my head is too heavy for any human's shoulder

My size is not included in the one size fits all
My size only fits in the too fat and too tall

Nobody wants a big girl with a low self esteem
Nobody wants a big girl who isn't good enough at anything

Why do I feel like I take up too much space
Why do I feel like my body is just as repulsive as my face

Why do I feel embarrassed when I give a hug
Why can't I get this stomach to tuck

Nobody wants a big girl that feels too much
Nobody wants a big girl who doesn't want herself

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