I've been feeling really empty lately, like I'm so depressed to the point where I feel absolutely nothing. The last time I felt like this, I wound up relapsing into self harm again. I'm like "absolutely not you aren't going to do that to those that love you" but I'm also like "you'll feel something" and it's bullshit. I feel like so many things are going wrong. I've fucked up two friendships with people I was pretty close to, I STILL haven't started applying to colleges, I let some guy walk all over me, I haven't been able to take interest in things I normally love doing like writing, reading, singing, watching YouTube or my shows on Netflix, going for walks around a forest-y area near where I live, even listening to music. I don't know what's wrong. It is NOT PMS because my period ended two days ago. I'm like giving up and I like...I don't even know. I don't know. I feel like
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Random Shards Of Life
RandomSo, this is gonna be the most random bullshit ever, from dreams I have, to interesting things that happened to me during the day, to my daily thoughts, to cute things my crush does. Rated M for mature cos I constantly make sex jokes, and I cuss so m...
