"Want to tell me the real reason you bailed on me last night?" Kendall asked.
Harry sighs.
He didn't really want to go into detail with her.
Kendall may be a really close friend of his but she doesn't know every single detail about his life.
In fact no one really did.
The only person that knew everything was Niall.
And the reason for that is because he was snooping in his business.
If it was up to him no one would know.
He hated keeping this secret but he wasn't ready.
"I'm sorry Kenny. I really don't want to talk about it." He states.
Kendall glared at the boy.
She has been his friend for years.
How could he not tell her what's bothering him?
"Come on Harry. It's just me."
"It's not that easy Kendall. It's something no one else knows about me." Harry played with his fingers.
"Harry. If you don't speak about it it'll just eat you alive. Please talk to me?"
Harry kept quiet.
He was debating on telling her.
He didn't want to make this a huge deal.
"Harry?"
He decided against it.
"I'm not ready. It's not the right time."
Kendall sighs but nodded.
She respected his decision.
"Just promise me you will one day?"
Harry just simply nodded.
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"Good morning!" Gigi smiled at Zayn.
The two were standing in the kitchen.
Zayn decided to cook them breakfast.
"Hi." Zayn whispered.
Gigi wrapped her arms around his waist.
"What are you making?"
"Pancakes and eggs."
Gigi hummed.
"Smells good."
She then poured her a cup of coffee.
"I was thinking,"
Zayn quickly looked at her before continuing cooking.
"Why don't you move in? You're here all the time anyway." Gigi stated.
She never understood why he won't just pack his things and move with her.
The two had been dating for almost two years.
She knew the relationship was very messy in the beginning.
She regretted how they started dating.
Gigi met Zayn when she was still dating Joe.
She told Zayn they had broken up and she was looking for someone to just have fun with.
Both Zayn and Joe were pissed.
Joe then told her he didn't want anything to do with her anymore.
Zayn stopped talking to her for about two weeks.
Soon he forgave her, let her star in his music video, and the love blossomed then.
She knew Zayn was it for her.
She never thought about Marriage or Kids with Cody nor Joe.
She wanted that with Zayn though.
He was always it for her.
He will always be it for her.
But Zayn on the other hand didn't want that right now.
After his break up with Perrie he didn't want to be engaged any time soon.
He messed up with Perrie and he wished he could have done things differently.
"I don't know Gi. I really like living on my own."
He didn't technically lie.
Zayn aways liked his privacy.
When he was still in the band he barely got that.
With sharing pretty much everything with the lads it was unlikely to have privacy.
But at the same time he didn't want to move in with Gigi.
He was planning on Breaking up with her soon.
He just didn't know how or when.
Gigi was a sweet girl.
She just wasn't the one.
Gigi rolled her eyes.
"I'm starting to think that you're not as serious about this relationship as I am." She finally expressed her thoughts.
Zayn stayed silent.
"Are you Zayn? Are you as serious about us as I am?"
Again silence.
Gigi just looked at him shocked.
She wanted to cry.
"Ar- are we breaking up?" She asked.
"No."
"Then what Zayn? I want a future. I want the whole cliché shit that's in the movies. If you can't give that to me-"
"I'm not saying I can't,"
"Then what exactly are you saying?"
Zayn just stared at her.
It was silent between the two before Zayn finally gathered the right words.
"Gi, my first engagement failed. It was hard leaving Perrie but I know I needed to. We both rushed into our relationship. I fell in love with her but I should have took my time with the relationship. I'm not going to rush shit with you too." Zayn explained.
Gigi stayed silent.
Zayn never talked about his relationship with Perrie.
She doesn't even know how it happened.
But what she did know is that it was something terrible.
Gigi nodded.
"O- okay. I can understand that." She lied.
Gigi was going to find out exactly what happened between him and Perrie.
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A/N
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