She dies everytime she has to fake a smile,
she just can't see him sad.
Her brother is already away more than a mile,
her heart is stained and tanned
Every day is the same old tale,
laden with sadness and emotions pale.
She gets frustrated sometimes, sometimes her mind screams in anger,
She shows him a bit of this destruction but mostly keeps it to herself, longer and longer
She wishes he could read her mind,
he has known her since she was a child.
But he refuses reluctantly and keeps dying a little day by day
Everyday.
She cannot stop it, it hurts to breathe
Self harming is where she finds refugee
