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(edited 3/3/18)

i will tell everyone i'm over you

but at night

when no one is looking

i imagine your hands still on me

i imagine your lips tracing my skin

i imagine your devilish smile or the look of surprise every time i push you back in the bed

i will tell myself i am over you

as i'm sitting on my bed in your sweater, breathing in the smoke smell because lately,

it's been my favorite smell

even though i hate it

-is this what love is?